him
I'm sitting here in front of your grave, I can't forgive myself, if it wasn't for me you would still be here. Your parents don't want anything to do with me, they don't even like me being here, I understand, I just have to come see you. No matter how many times I say I'm sorry it will never be enough. I can't even sleep at night anymore, all I can ever think about is you, all I ever am is sad. I guess this is what I deserve, this is my punishment, but because of me, so many people have to suffer besides me. I want to go back and start again, I wish I could make things right, I wish you were here, I wish I wasn't such a fucking idiot. Please be happy, wherever you are, I hope you aren't hurting anymore, your parents miss you a lot, I do too, so much.
