Mr. Hazel eyes: An Ohmwrecker Fanfiction

Chapter : Faded Scars and Exceptions

Welcome! I know it's amazing two updates in a week? Anyway I had a hard time picking a song so I asked for some help. and i was given two songs Bullet by Hollywood Undead and Baby Don't Cut by B-Mike. I will warn you guys now that somethings in this chapter maybe triggering so uh here's a small trigger warning. This chapter does mention self-harm...so you've been warned. Anyway I hope you guys enjoy and I'll see you at the end of the chapter for more useless info!!

Song; Baby Don't Cut- B-Mike

(Isabel's POV)

I stood talking to Delirious, I had to admit it was an honor to meet him. Being one of the few fans that had gotten the chance to see his face made the shitty situation I was in a little better. He was a nice looking guy, not exactly my type and I don't think I was his type either.

"Hey Isabel. I feel like we're going to become really good friends...so I've got to tell you I'm gay." Delirious said his blue eyes downcast

"I coulda guessed...besides I see the way you look at Vanoss...you should tell him how you feel before it's too late." I said watching the CanAsain standing beside Luke

I looked back to see Ryan sneaking up on Del. Ryan grabbed the smaller man by the hips, making Jon yelp in surprise. I glanced at Evan to see his brown eyes darken and for his hand to tighten around his phone, turning the knuckles white.

"It's great to finally see you, both in person and in general." Ryan said laughing

"Same goes for you Mr. Buttsex Ohm." Jon said laughing his crazy laugh

I smiled at their antics before I walked over to Evan and Luke, I crossed my arms over my chest and glared up at Evan who was a good 4 inches taller then myself.

"You like Jon." I state

"No," Evan replied looking away with flushed cheeks

"You're lying. I saw how jealous you got when Ryan grabbed his hips." I said with a matter of fact tone.

"I'm straight...Not gay." Evan mumbled

"Everyone has their exceptions, Evan...Ryan is mine and Jonathan is yours." I said before turning to leave

"You might want to listen to her. Think about it Evan, why did you fly out to North Carolina? Than out to Chicago? And don't you dare say it's because you're his best friend." Luke said

Evan was silent which made me sigh, why was it such a big deal? So what they were dudes? Suddenly Kate caught me by my wrist and pulled me down the hall into Ryan's office. She closed the door before turning to me

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"Wrist check." She said crossing her arms

"Kate..." I said softly

"Now, Isabel! You said that I could call wrist checks when I ever, that was our deal." Kate said

"Fine." I grumbled pulling up the sleeves of Ryan's hoodie

Long jagged scars covered both of my wrists and forearms. My left had more than my right considering I was right handed. One of the scars was still redish pink due to the newness of the cut. Suddenly the door opened and Ryan walked in. His hazel eyes widened at the sight of the scars. He walked over and pulled me into a tight hug. I could feel him shaking and it made me hug him harder, putting my head into his chest and breathing in his soft scent that was slowly driving me crazy.

"Promise me," He mumbled into my hair

"What?" I asked pulling away a little

"Promise me you'll never do this again...Please Isabel." Ryan begged his hazel eyes filling with tears as he held one of my wrists