Today has been so helpful, a sort of good job. The essence of the throwing of salt over the shoulder for me. It was a simply day, I reorganized my room, but as I did I realized something, one year ago from today I made a change, I decided that I could be bisexual and not a bad person, that I didn't have to be gay, not even to please a friend (insert sigh here.) it was a kind of moment when Over time I realized I like girls, but also flowers and Taylor Swift and I love Harry Potter, but not really Tegan and Sara, well not as much as I thought. And most of all, I resized that I focused to much on my friends that it was so toxic especially the royalty in my world (😬) as I have grown I have found that I am a music-loving-book-obessed-artistic-makeup-swiftie with a passion for law! I got accepted into my dream school, in my dream city and I can't wait for my future, and I can't wait to grow. But nostalgia is there no matter as much as I roll my eyes and sigh, I wonder if I really have that much hate towards royalty or if I just do not know how to say I'm sorry (these damn sighs) but at the same time.. I also realize that when your always the one who said sorry, you really don't want to anymore. Well more tomorrow folks--Sarah
