I've gone numb
If joining the Navy was the smartest thing my dad did,
Then was it the stupidest thing for him to help you have me?
I care too much
I cared too little
I never was there enough
I won't last long
I've hit rock bottom
And resurfacing probably won't happen
I don't know why
But I love this feeling
I know what people say won't phase me
People are intimidated when I drop my stuff and sit
I won't be the same for a while
Ask how I feel and I'll say numb
Ask me why and I'll direct you here
So you can read and see that I've changed
