Y/n's POV
My gram died today. I was devastated. Depressed. Sad. All I wanted was to be with the person that I know I'll never be with. My crush. Dark brown hair, Beautiful brown eyes, 6,2 god of a man. Shawn,Shawn Mendes. Ha I'm funny thinking that such an amazing human being would ever notice me. I used to go to school with him until my dad got a job in Texas."I know I can treat you better" was all I heard until I turned off the alarm. I would just sit in my bed wondering when I would be sang to. Yesterday I posted a cover of Roses. My phone blew up this morning. SHAWN MENDES SAW MY COVER!!!
I'm looking on twitter and there's a dm from Shawn!
Shawn: hey! I saw your cover of Roses and it was beautiful!
Me: AWW THANK YOU SO MUCH SHAWN IM A HUGE FAN!
Shawn: what's your name hun?
Me: Y/n,y/n y/l/n I know my last name is weird.
Shawn: no no it's beautiful really. May I have your number? Maybe we can collab some time.
Me: oh ok. Here it is 575**********
Shawn: great! I'll call you right away!*BUZZZ*
My phone buzzes under my but. Hehe it tickles.
I picked up the phone and quickly realized who it was. It was Shawn.
Shawn:Hey Y/n!
Me: hey Shawn!
Shawn: y/n.. where in Canada do you live?
Me: Toronto, Ontario. Why?
Shawn: because that's where I live!
Me: I just moved here there like this fucking giant apartment to blocks over.
Shawn: describe this apartment to me
Me: well there's glass windows about everywhere brown and brown roofing. Can't really explain it very well.
Shawn: I'm sending a picture of my house and you tell me if this is what your describing.
Me: OMG SHAWN THATS IT.
Shawn: haha knew it. Would you like to come over.
Me: yes of course!Shawns POV
I can't believe this this talented beautiful girl is coming to my house. I am looking through my phone and found my old facebook pictures and there was a picture that caught my eye. It was me and a girl who looked almost exactly like y/n.. there was a knock on my door.We both said hello and he let me in side. Then my phone got a notification saying that my grandma had died. Tears fell from my eyes. Y/n what's wrong. He said while he pulled my into a hug. I mix of happy and sad tears fell from my cheeks onto his shirt. I told him my grandma had died. He stroked my hair and told he it will be ok and that I'll never be Alone.
I sat down with him and we talked all night. I made my self so at home I fell asleep. Aww she's so beautiful when she sleeps. He carried me to his guest room and tucked me in. Goodnight beautiful. He said not knowing I was only half asleep.
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Hey that was my first chapter! I hope you liked it because I enjoyed writing it!
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