I felt tears spill from my eye sockets as I held my chin in my hand with my elbow on the table. Staring blankly at the picture of us both. My body felt numb and my soul empty. My mind pondered on all the times we had together as more tears flowed down my arm onto the table. My breaths were short and heavy as my sanity began to slip maybe this was meant to happen..no...it wasn't..
"Sugar!"
Mellon burst open the door with a harmonious look on his freckled face. He flung his arms around me and spun me around laughing as I felt my cheeks burn blue as I chuckled hugging back.
I burst out into a sob as I now had my face in my hands. Why him?! Why wasn't it me?! It should have been me..
Sighing I stood up and walked out of my room slowly creaking the door shut.
"Brother!!"
"SAVE IT!"
I clenched my teeth and slammed the front door open leaving a saddened Papyrus. I growled as I ignored every monster that spoke. The pain..wasn't like normal..it was agonising like something's slowly breaking...shit...I'm going insane...I pulled my hood up and continued to walk dully.
The only person...monster who makes me feel...normal.
...safe...
...sane...
...is dead...
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Thanks to Ellie who pretty much wrote this first chapter cuz I couldn't think of anything!! Thanks babe!!!
