Losing Boundries

⚜Chapter 1⚜

Alex was a quarterback in our school and he was the most popular kid. He looked like a carefully sculpted masterpiece with lean muscles all over and brilliant blue eyes and coal black hair. Also, Alex threw the best parties and popularity wise you can't complete with that. He is also pretty sweet, I mean he has dated a lot but he's still nice and friendly.

Why he even wanted to talk to me right now, I don't know. I blink a few times and open my mouth to atleast act like a sane person. "Yo! Alex ma man"

Oh My God!

Did I just say that! Now I really want to just curl up in a ball and live like a deranged person in the bushes.

Alex chuckles at me and then clearing his throat "Can I join you if you don't mind?" I silently nod my head watching every movement he makes, wondering why this seemed like a cliché wattpad story. "I saw you at graduation today when everyone was with their own family. You looked pained. What happened?"

Like I was going to tell them what happened "My mom didn't show up and even though that isn't a surprise, it was disappointing and heartbreaking. I know that my mom doesn't care about me, the only reason she hasn't abandoned me is because the law stops her from doing so. So, in retaliation, she completely ignored and neglects me." 

Wait a second why the hell did I blurt all of that! I didn't want to tell him. What is wrong with me?

I carefully look up into his eyes expecting to see meaningless pity but instead saw him biting his lip thinking about something. My breaths suddenly becomes a tad bit faster staring at him chewing his lip. Okay, who am i kidding- it becomes very fast so fast that people would think that I have asthma. I don't have asthma. 

Did I mention that I have a major crush on Alex. I know it's stupid but I literally hope all day that I run into him even if it is just see him smile.

I'm screwed.

Alex suddenly looks at me and grins, Oh sweet mother of unicorns his smile is holy, "I know what to do, but first answer me this, do you want to get away from your mum for a while?" "Well, yeah!" "In that case, do you want to go on road trip with me and few people from school for a month? We're going to leave tomorrow so you have to make up your mind real fast"

A chance to spend more time with Alex! Yes please! "I would love to come with you Alex!" My brain is dancing a jig right now, I can feel the happiness spread through me. It's such a nice feeling!"

Yo I'll tell you what I want - is that my phone!! GOD NO! - what I'll really really want - "Hello?" "Hayley where are you? I need to go out and I told you that you will be at home to look after the cat. Come home this instant."

Wow mom managed to ruin another moment today. One more and it would be a hattrick "Alex I have to go but I'll talk to later okay? Bye" I run to my cycle and peddle back home as fast as my Hobbit legs can manage it.

"Where were you Hayley? My appointment is important can't you get that into that so called big brain of yours?" I sigh at my mom and just give a half hearted shrug and murmur meaningless apologies. I slightly jump at the slam of the door.

I look at all the familiar walls around me that usually suffocate me with their stark white perfection and the reminder that I'm not going anywhere anytime soon. Oh! How they were wrong I'm going to go away, far far away from everyone I share blood with and definitely far away from this mansion.

Smiling genuinely for the first time in God only knows how long I walk up to my room and open the balcony doors closing my eyes and fall on the couch.

I close my eyes tomorrow is a new day, tomorrow everything would change. I might be truly happy for once.

I smile slightly as I yawn and stretch. That felt good. Has anyone ever realized that sleep is like a drug that everyone takes, you have hallucinations during it and finally stopping it is so hard that you relapse within twenty-four hours and it's an endless cycle.

Shit. Am i high? I don't think so. I mean, not that I know of. It's probably just my crazy thought process.

I slowly close my eyes and let the hallucinations take over and temporarily paralyze me.

snore

"hey Hayley?"

snort

"Hayley wake up"

drool

"HAYLEY!"

"Wh-whaat? I open my eyes ever so slightly and take strands of my hair away from my face. Eww! They are covered in spit. Aren't I Victoria Secret's top model. 

"It's me Alex, in your balcony. Can i come into your room?"

"Alex? ALEX! OH CAKE! Could you w-w-wait for a second?" without waiting for a reply I hastily and unsuccessfully try to look presentable while multitasking and getting up to go to the bathroom and washing my face. Okay, way better now. 

I wipe my face on the towel and walk out of the bathroom and smile as if I didn't just embarrass myself eternally. "Hey Alex! What brings you here?"

He pauses uncertainly for a second and then says "Well, we are going to leave tomorrow morning at 10 o'clock so I thought that you should know. Also I wanted you to meet Lucas and Chloe who are coming with us." With that Alex awkwardly looks at me and motions for me to look at his balcony where two insanely attractive people are standing looking at me.

They saw my wonderful drool too then. The universe really hates me!

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I'll try to be more regular but im a horrible procrastinator. Sorry about that..
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