I woke to screaming and a clashing sound. I bolted to the kitchen area thing, I don't know what to call it. I saw Cc and Jake trying to make pancakes. Key word: trying. They were yelling at each other debating if they add egg or not.
I got tired of this bullshit and took over and within a 20 minutes Cc and Jake have stopped fighting and settled down and they guys gathered at the couches eating the fresh cooked pancakes and were watching some batman series. I started on the dishes and cleaned the mess. " Why aren't you eating your pancakes Tori? They're really good." Ash asked grumbling with food. I didn't exactly want to tell them but now I think I'm gonna keep it hush hush. I shrugged " Not much of a breakfast person. If I'm hungry you'll know."They went back to eating and I went to the back and looked through my stuff to find some pics of me when I was younger. I couldn't find them and started panicking. I turned around to see Andy looking through my photos. " Hey can you give those back please? " I said as calmly as ever. He shrugged and spoke, " I will if you tell me why you didn't eat breakfast." He glanced at my stomach. He gave that look that says to explain or else. So I began.
" Well it started after my grandmother got shot. I went into severe depression and anger episodes. Then the fucking government decided that it would be a good idea to put me with my crazy ass aunt. After awhile I slowly stopped eating." I broke down after that. " I barely did anything except go to school, do homework, shower and sleep. I mostly slept. It was the closest way to death without the commitment. But one day I went home from a shitty day at school to worse.
When I got through the door I got a text from J that a friend of ours had committed suicide. He and I had been in a relationship for 4 years and we're planning on getting married. But that ended. So I had..... attempted suicide. To join him. We had promised. Till death, do us part. After that I just stopped. Stopped everything ." I breathed." Everyone was worried. Even my aunt. Even my bullies. Day by day I would get up and do something then that fateful day came and Chad told me the news. And now I'm here. With my best friends. My real family. My home. " after I had said all that I fully broke down. Everyone had heard and joined in a group hug.
That night I will never forget. The night I finally felt hope. The night everything began. To right for once. The night I started living.
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