My Public Diary

Everything Is Amazing Right Now!*note sarcasm*

Yay! My whole fucking life is turned around! So yesterday I was at soccer and some things happened. The team my dad coaches had a problem. They had to forfeit because the other team hurt a lot of their players on the field. So my best friend leaves the field and goes to his dad's truck to put up his pads. He is really sweet and I will tell you more about him another time. He  is also a board member's kid (like me) so we all stayed until 10 at night. Okay back to the story. He is in the parking lot and he just took his pads off. Some kids from the team they just played come up to him. There were three of them and they were all like twice the size of him. They decided to jump him and there were people there watching. It was literally the only time I have ever seen him cry. He was so angry and I felt horrible because it was his birthday too. 

I guess I can tell you about him now. I won't say his name (too private). He is also in middle school and is my best friend. He has a girlfriend who doesn't like me at all. Me ad him can act strange together and he is pretty much the best thing to happen to me in my life. I keep having to tell his bitchy fifth grade sister that I don't like him even though I do.  I cried for hours at home when he was jumped because I could never live without him. I know we both like each other and we wanted to ask each other out this summer, but I was stuck with some dick from my school (please don't tell him I said that) and he was single. So I recently broke up with the dick and he is now dating the bitch who doesn't like me. We won't admit we like each other anymore. I am so confused at this point and I have no idea what to do. I probably need help...