Feelings

I am

Cams POV:

I groan reaching over to my loud ringtone blinking a few times seeing that it was Nash calling making me quickly answer putting it up to my ear "hello"i croak out before clearing my throat "C-cam are you ok" he rushes out making me scrunch my eyebrows in confusion sitting up in my bed "yah of course why" i answer him

"are you ok" i question him as i hear his breathing slow down "i h-had a dream and you- you died and it was all my fault because i wanted to go get junk food"he says quickly making me shake my head i let my mind wander to him until i see his shaking hands

i let my hand trail down and rub circles on my hip knowing he could feel it "I'm fine baby your fine its ok" i say softly as he breathing starts going at a normal pace "wipe those tears away baby" i say feeling wetness run down my cheeks

"s-sorry for waking you up" he says in a low whisper "it's ok angel you were worried i would do the same"i tell him i look over at the time seeing it was only 6 am "go back to sleep baby "i tell him hearing him yawn "ok"he mumbles

i smile and stay up till his lit up room fades away into black and i hear his soft snores making me smile eve more "goodnight baby i love you" i whisper into the phone before hanging up and putting the phone back on to my counter looking at my slightly dark room standing up and stretching before opening my window letting all the light in

i walk to my closet pulling out a plain white shirt along with some light blue jeans that were torn up and some Calvin Klein's before walking over toy bathroom and slipping out of my boxers before turning on the water and stepping in

the cold water makes me jump but at the same time it was relaxing so i stayed in it my mind wandering to Nash's small body with his small waist and long legs and the way his nose scrunched up when he moaned and the small whimpers and loud moans he let out

i stayed in the shower a little longer then i should have taking care of my problem i skip down my stairs grabbing a box of juice and hitting on my couch drinking it before hearing my door slam open and a loud Taylor whining about how much he missed Shawn

i nod acting like i understood and cared making him glare at me "i know your not paying attention " he say making me laugh as my phone vibrates in my pocket making me pull it out and look down at the text Nash had sent me

From Angel:

I miss you daddy

To Angel:

Fucking god baby boy don't tease daddy or you'll get punished

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Bamn

Ya'll need to chill guys i know if i would have made a mistake i read the last chapter of my story before i start writing the next chapter :) anyways school is amazing I'm amazing (I'm dying) an thats pretty much it how are you guys?

AND AHVE YOU HEARD ROSE BY SHAWN CAUSE IT SLAYS

anyways i hope you all have an amazing day bye cuties~Nathan