Poems and Things to Find Myself

Trying.

I'm trying.
Pushing through.
I'm going up.
Or trying to.
I'm fighting.
Better today.
I'm winning.
I'll be okay.
I'm falling.
Heading straight down.
I'm sorry.
I've hit the ground.
I'm so confused.
What went south?
I see the monster.
I'm in the mouth.
I'm not giving up.
Not today.
I refuse,
To end this way.
I'm getting up.
Push to the light.
I guess I've got,
A little fight.
Keep trying.