my love is not for a thug

Chapter22

SHAY POV

5 months later

I am in my best friend room in the hospital , room 143 ,on the first floor but now it is start to engrave in to my daily routine and Memories

I take a shower then brush my teeth then my hair in put it back into the mess bun I have wore for the pass 5 month
then go To school with sweats and a plain t on or go straight to room 143 on the first floor

The only reason I keep sane is cause of Bryanna , My girlfriend I am shock that she still with me cause how I treated her I haven't been answer her call and texts but now she knows why


But she the reason I am still alive she makes sure I eat and some time shower and go to school my grades are horrible bryanna doesn't go to the same school as me I have basically all f's and all my class my best friend ain't there no more so I don't give absolutely no fucks

I don't wear make up since Anna been gone what for bryanna seen me with at it I just like wear it my skin a little dark so I don't like pale skin but I am just light enough to blush but I don't worry about me

I look at my best friend she a little bit lighter then me so you can till she just been laying here for awhile

I take in her details of her faces her lips are so chapped and her skin is pale but around her eyes that have purple rings around them but still has yet to open for months

But Adrain looks sicker then her I am doing way better then him I had to forgive and forget about what he said to me when I first seen him in the hospital I know he was just clouded

but I haven't told him I forgive him so he probably thinks I still mad at him but reaally that should be the last thing he's worrying about he looks so sick




A/n it unedited as usual I just want to give you so more and some of shay thoughts on all This but yea ~Mya peace ✌️