Whispers In The Wind

To A Person Who Didn't Love Me For Me

Hey. We haven't spoken since I can't even remember when. But I know it's been a pretty long time. Things are different now. My hair is different, my clothes, my favorite song- I'm different. I bet you are too. And who knows, maybe being different from what we were isn't such a bad thing.

I hope you're different in a good way, though. I hope you're getting over that ego you have, but could never admit to. I hope you learned how to love yourself because clearly you didn't considering the way you treated others.

One day everything was great. You told me you loved me, you made promises, and oh god we laughed so hard that night until our stomachs started to hurt. Less than a week later, you left. Now this took me longer than I wanted to move on an accept, but I did it. I'm still here, still standing. I'm stronger than I ever have been, all thanks to you. You showed me I deserve someone who's going to love me no matter what. I found that, and it's not you. It never was you.

I used to overlook your flaws, but now that's all I see. You were selfish, self centered, and overall not good for me. Were. I was so many things too. I was a liar, close minded, and I would over think everything. I hope you have changed your ways because I have surely changed mine.

After you left, there was not a single day where I didn't think of the hurt you put me through. But each and every day currently, I'm on the verge of completely forgetting. And this makes me feel at peace. Because one day I will forget all those terrible feelings I once felt.

I don't hate you, at all. I hope you are truly happy with your situation now, even if we left off on bad terms. Even though I was so upset at you. I hope you're okay. I hope you're doing well in your job, you finally moved out like you wanted, and are accomplishing things you always said you wanted to.

Thank you for teaching me both good and bad things. I truly believe I am a better person than when I knew you. I've grown as a person due to my past situations even if they weren't so great. All I have left for you, is a sigh a relief because I found somebody who loves me for me, and he's somebody that I know I won't have to say goodbye to.

One day I'll look back and remember you, and I will no longer remember all the hurt.

From, me.