Delirium

Chapter 5: Needles...ugh needles

Brooke's P.O.V

I woke up in a lightheaded daze. I groan trying my hardest to recapture the focus on my surroundings and making sure the world was still perfectly intact, however my world was currently spinning. Once my eyes can fixate themselves, the first thing i see is Kyle's stunning blue eyes looking down at me filled with worry. "Kyle?...What happened?..." I try sitting up but my muscles feel like jelly. Kyle softly pushes me back down to my previous laying position, his brows creasing with concern. "No don't get up baby...you must be dizzy right now and last thing I need is you getting hurt..." His concern was cute but slightly exaggerated. Its not like I even planned on getting on my feet so I proceeded to sit up again.

Kyle takes a seat beside me on the edge of the bed, takes my hand gently and rubs my knuckles softly with his thumb. His face is frowned with worry but there's a sense of safety from him as he searches my face for any signs of pain or damage. "I'm alright baby..." I assure him and stroke his cheek lovingly with my other hand. He looks down as if feeling ashamed and pulls away from my touch. I frown at his actions, Kyle would never deny my affection unless he did something wrong. "I'm so sorry Brooke...I had no choice...it was out of my control." By this i am completely taken aback and look at him confused. What happened after I was pulled away from Alex? Did I end up hurting her?

As if reading my mind, Kyle replies to the unspoken question hanging in the air. "I had to inject you with verbaine to calm you down..." Surprisingly I wasn't angry that he did that, Kyle would never do anything that would hurt me if it wasn't in my absolute best interest. But I still wondered what happened to me? Over the course of a few months that blood lust would get more and more intense. The first time I felt it was when Kyle pricked his finger with a knife while cooking dinner and I felt the absolute need to lick the blood clean, and once that metallic, salty taste hit my tongue, I was hooked. I craved more and more and the longer I waited the worse the hunger got.

I never mentioned it to Kyle in fear that he would think something terrible was happening to me, or that he also wouldn't know how to control me and would end up leaving me. I know he's a beast and he probably gets that feeling all the time, hanging around me and all my human friends, but he always told me not to worry, that he'd "take care of it." It didn't add up because if I wasn't a pure blood then I shouldn't be changing but I am...so what am i changing into.....?

I look back up at Kyle, my brows furrowed with fear, curiosity and worry. If I thought I was lost about who and what I am before, I have never felt more lost with myself than right now...

Author's note:

Sorry havent updated lately and this is just a quick filler chapter still planning ahead more coming soon cx

Picture of Liam on the side ====>