I love you

Part 3

Well here we go another day of lieing and 'smiling' soo that i didnt get question like"whats up?" and "are you depressed?" or comments like "omg you sooo cut dont you let me see." i couldnt deal it so, i did what i usaully do which is fake a smile and carry on. i mean it works noone asks me any questions, give me looks or looks at me weird. but this day was different, every other day i could do it as a had my bestfriend to ditract me from what i was feeling so i never really remebered after awhile however this time i didnt so it got to me alot more but hey i will get through the day (hopefully).

~4 hours later~ 

i got home after a long dayy at school now usaully i would have 2 texts from rose saying " ha i bet you home." or "why do you take so long man hurry up" which would always make me laugh as i would usaully be by my door when she said that. but today was different i had only 1 meesge from her and it was a LONG meesage " hey... i know what you did today. i know it was because of me and i know why. its cos i didnt say anything after you said you liked me. it was cos, cos well im bi and i have had a crush on you forever so i was both shocked and happy you liked me. i was just thinking of how to responded without giving it away. well this is how i should have responded emilia i like you and have done for a while." wow not what i had expected but how am i surpposed to respond to that i man she litterally just said she liked me and also that she knows i was cutting in the toilet well maybe i could start by i dunno replying maybe. " hey rose. im sorry that i ran off i just thought i had lost you as i friend and i didnt know how to function without you. you could have just told me that you were bi you know that i would have accepted you. well seeming as we bothlike each other maybe you would go out with me?"