Sorry Not Sorry

3.Devil or Angel

Karry takes my hand and Joey didn't dare to try to hold me back.

Joey: Good night, sir. I'm just going to go... Bye.

Wow Joey, not even gonna save me. Alright, I'm on my own.

Karry: Joey's gone, stop looking for help. Obviously I'm going to kill you, geez.

Karry holds my hand with just the right strength. He got large but soft hand.

Sophia: Someone told me you killed many, is it true?

Why the hell did I ask that? Why the hell did I ask that?

Karry didn't answer my question, he just smiled and looked at me. I looked away, try to not fall into his eyes. Those eyes definitely stole some hearts.

Karry: That lovely someone must be Joey, right? Now get in there.

Karry pushed me into a room, I screamed very loudly and found myself fell into a comfy bed.

Karry: With that high pitch, you could kill the person who "killed many".

He took a very large step towards the bed , now we're in this awkward position where if I move an inch some of our body parts are going to be touching each others. 

Karry: Just, something on your face. Go take a shower and come to the dinner table, I'll wait for you there.

He turned away and walked out of the room like nothing have happened. Does he not know that no one talks with other people in this close of a distance?

I looked around the room, it's a large room, but it doesn't feel empty. This actually feels like a home. Home, I've never really know what a 'home' feels like... I've never met my parents, according to Crystal, they were working all the time. But my heart tells me, they died already. Died, because of Bots.

Went inside the bathroom, and open the shower curtain, the bathtub which in front of my eyes is huge. No, like I need to put these letters in capital. It's HUGE. I swear to god, this bathtub can fit me plus five more me in it.

Why does everything have to be gigantic? Bots are literally the same size as humans, and we don't need huge bathtubs. Why do they make huge bathtubs?

But what happened next surprised me and taught me "never judge a book by it's cover".

I turn on the water tab to fill the bathtub, the temperature was just right. Just as I wanted it to be.

This is actually the coolest thing I ever experienced. Even in a world full of all kinds of technologies, this, making the water just the right temperature, satisfy my needs. Good bathtub, it's huge, but makes the water just the right temperature, I love you so much, dear bathtub.

I took off my clothes, and sit into the bathtub, for some reason, this bathtub is comfortable, it doesn't feel like a bathtub at all. There were little holes from the sides of the bathtub, spout out water and bubbles. The bubbles smells like flowers, not a strong smell but it actually made me feel like I'm in a flowery garden. 

Definitely not my imagination, I'm not going insane. Other than the water flowing and splashing, there were music. I thought I was crazy, started hearing sounds and pretend to be a princess with background music, but no, there were actual music. No words, just sounds, really beautiful sounds.

I got so distracted with the music and the flowery smells and the right temperature of the water, I almost forgot that I was taking a shower.

I got up and realized, I didn't bring a towel and didn't bring clean clothes. And my dirty clothes... I have no idea where they went, because I literally put them on top of the shelf beside the sink and now they are gone.

Hopefully, Karry is not in my room. He said he'll be waiting at the dinner table, he probably won't be in my room...right? I put my hand on the door knob, just as I turned it for one millimeter, there was a voice. Karry's voice.   

Karry: Open the cabinet that's under the shelves, there are towels and clothes for you. Don't look for them in your room.

Sophia: Thank you.

I opened the cabinet, wait a second.... how the hell did he know that I need a towel? 

After I found the towels and covered myself up, I looked around for hidden cameras. I swear, that man, have hidden cameras!

Karry: Stop looking for hidden cameras, you won't be able to find them. Just put on some clothes and come eat dinner. 

I can almost imagine he's having fun on the other side of the hidden cameras. He sounded like this is not an issue, he saw me naked and he think it's okay to do that. What the eff is he thinking about? Didn't Joey told me he's a human? Humans don't do that and pretend everything's alright. This is bullshit, I'm going to kill him.

I used my sweetest voice and put on a wide smile: I'll be there in five minutes.

I can even hear the sound when he shut down the camera and mic.

Eff you. I swore to the air, probably looked like a crazy person.

Alright, now I can safely change into the onesie I found beside the towels. This cute yellow and black anime character onesie fits me and I loved it even though is technically not mine because I've never seen this before, but I will still kill the person who got me this.

I got out of my room and walk down the hallway that leads me to the dinner table, why does the hallway have to be so long? 

Karry was sitting there, reading a book. And obviously pretending nothing had happened, when everything happened!

Karry looked up, and walked to me. Of course, the onesie he provided me matches the one he's currently wearing. But, he actually looks more adorable in that onesie. Damn it, no fantasies about him, I'm going to kill him. 

Karry: Oh it actually fits you, I thought it's going to be a bit tight after I seen you shower. It looks nice on you.

Should I say "thank you"? Should I kick his ass? Or should I make out with him? Wait, what?

Sophia: Th-thank you? But why did you...err....never mine.

What am I supposed to ask? "why did you watch me taking a shower?" that's a dumb ass question, I'm not going to ask that...but the fact he did seen me naked, makes me so angry. 

Karry: Just ask, I'll be happy to answer your questions.

There comes him again, awkward distance...five more centimeters and our lips will be touching...why this close? He need to learn what's the right distance when talking to another person.  

Sophia: Emm...why-why is this hallway so long?

Karry: If you think this hallway is long, you can call it a "highway" if you want to. And, we usually flies, so to be honest with you, this hallway is not really that long.

Once again, I was just staring at his face. And sink into his speaking voice. How can a devil have so many characteristics of an angel? 

For some reason, I forgot to kill him or choose not to kill him yet. My decision hurts me, all I can do is feeling guilty about having feelings for him. Damn it.