Everybody says they love me
My Family
My Friends
But I just don't believe most of them.
There are only a handful of people
That I know love me:
My dad
My step-mom
A couple of my cousins
and my 4 closest friends.
I don't believe that anyone else loves me
They say they love me
but they don't show it.
They pretend to love me
but they don't say it.
Most of them put on this facade.
I let them get close
I let then get to know me
But they just hurt me.
My heart is hard
I can't love anyone the right way.
The walls around my heart are too high to jump
and the wall of my heart is too thick to penetrate.
I won't even let myself in.
I don't love myself.
I can't love myself.
The love that the 6 people closest to me show
Isn't enough to make me love myself
There isn't enough TRUE genuine love for me
There is
no love.
I have
no love.
I can't love.
There's just
love
