Awakened Destiny

Awakened Destiny Part 10

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Jessie's POV

I slowly walk through the door my heart racing, wondering what will come, Its lunch time now.

"Where The Fuck Have you been"-B

"Danny's"-J

"Did You have sex with him"-B

"No"-J

"I bet you did, you fucking skank, you could be pregnant"-B

"Fuck Off Ben"-J

Big Mistake...

He came over to me and pounded me in the stomach twice, my heart was in my mouth. He just stormed off back to the living room, I just went up to bed.

Things Need to change.

*7pm*

I had been curled up in bed for 6 and a half hours, I heard Ben's heavy footsteps on the stairs. My whole body tensed, but I forced my muscles to relax and make my breath steady and even, hoping Ben thought I was asleep. I listened as he went through his nightly routine in the bathroom; brushed his teeth, washed his face and took a leak. Ben Shed his clothes on his side of the bed. I would be the one to pick them up again in the morning as he slept on regardless. He slid his warm body in beside me. I faces away from him and he pressed himself against my back, fitting his knees into the back of mine. He wrapped an arm around my waiste and nuzzled my neck.                  

 "I'm so sorry baby"-B

He whispered into my hair

"I love you so much, why do you make me do these things to you?"-B

A mixture of beer and toothpaste scented breath washed over me and the strange combination stoked to fire growling in my stomach. I don't want him anywhere near me.

"Hey I'm sleeping"-J

I said trying to move away

He grabbed my upper arm and he pulled me over to face him. I tensed, my body hard and unwelcoming, but Ben ignored  the physical messages and kissed my face with frantic, hard pecks.

"God Your Beautiful"-B

"Ben..."-J

I said puling my face away from his.

"Not tonight. I'm tired"-J

"Shhh"-B

He told me and put his hand over my mouth, stopping my words. My heart picked up a beat and I tried to twist away from him. He climbed on top of me, forcing his knee between my legs pushing them apart.

"Ben..."-J

I protested, my voice muffled beneath his clammy palm.

"Stop It"-J

The Words came out 'sho-iik' an he ignored me. I tries to clamp my legs back together, struggling against him.

"I love you"-B

He murmured as though the three words could heal my wounds.

"You know how much I love you"-B

He took his hand off my mouth and grabbed hold of my right arm, pinning it behind my head. With more force, he shoved his knee back down, bruising the inside of my thighs.

"Ben!"-J

I shouted, fear tainting my voice.

"I said No, get off me!"-J

I tried to push him away, but the position he held me in, with one arm above my head and his whole body pinning me down, meant I couldn't move. He kissed me again, forcing his mouth on mine, mashing my lips against my teeth. His free arm reached down to my panties, trying to pull them aside, Fear raced through me. Would he do it? Would he actually rape me?

"For Fuck's sake, Ben,"-J

I yelled.

"Get the fuck off me"-J

For a moment, I thought, I got through to him, he'd listen to me for once, but then I felt the pressere of his body come off me. Ben came off me half-naked and exposed on the bed he soared backward and crashed into the dresser, I saw a shadow sprint back to the door, I caught the person's eye, he signaled my a 'shhh' motion. He Saved Me, My Hero

A/N HEY GUYS SORRY I HAVN'T UPDATED IN A WHILE BUT HERE IT IS