Bromances of BVB and BOTDF

What Else Can I Do?

•Andy POV•

I was unsure of everything.

Why were the guys pissed at me?

What was going on with Dahvie?

I just didn't even know.

I laid in bed, staring at the ceiling. Then I picked up my phone and tried to call Dahvie.

"What the fuck do you want?" Dahvie answered.

"I'm sorry. I don't know what I did, but I'm sorry." I said.

"Fuck you. Fuck everyone and everything. Fuck off and your way out of my life." He said, then hung up.

I went out that night and drank. I drank way too much.

When I got back to the hotel, the guys just stared at me with bewilderment.

"What do you-" hiccup "want from me?" hiccup. I asked.

"We don't want anything but for you to realize Dahvie is fucking I'm love with Jayy, you moron!" Ashley blurted out, sparing no feelings.

With my scattered, drunken mind, I didn't comprehend what he said.

"I don't know" hiccup "what you're talking" hiccup "about."

"Just go to fucking bed. We'll tell you again when you're not a drunk fucking idiot," CC told me.

I did as told, and went to bed and fell asleep almost instantly.

•••

I woke up with the worst hangover of my life.

"Ughh," I moaned as I got out of bed to make coffee. "I'm never drinking again..."

"Good morning, sunshine," Jinxx laughed at my hangover.

"Shut the hell up, Jinxx. I'm so not in the mood for your jokes this morning," I snapped.

"Whatever, but we need to talk about what we told you last night," he said with seriousness.

"Which was?" I questioned.

"About Dahvie loving Jayy," he told me, cutting straight to the point.

"He is......?" I asked, super confused.

"Yes, you fucking incompetent moron!" he snapped, getting irritated.

"Oh," is all I said and then I shut my mouth.

"He's always loved him! Could you not tell that by the way he looks at Jayy? or maybe the way Jayy returns the look of love to him," he explained, calming himself.

"I've never noticed.."

"Then maybe you should look and actually pay attention to things around you before you do stupid shit like that again, Andy. So you can spare other people's feelings, because I know you haven't got any. So pull your head out of your ass. You aren't the king of everything like you think you are," he said, and started walking away. He turned back for one second and said, "oh, and that feeling you have right now? That's called 'guilt'."

Shit. I never noticed. I've always paid attention to what I wanted to see. Never what I should be seeing.

I sighed and pulled my phone out.

"Dahvie,

I'm so sorry. I didn't know you love him. If I did, then I wouldn't have ever done that to you. I never wanted to do it to you. I just.... I'm sorry. I know sorry doesn't fix anything, but I am. I'll make it up to you, I promise.

Always,

Andy Biersack"

I hit send and the message was sent to Dahvie. I had no idea how he was gonna react or what he was gonna say. I didn't have any idea of what I expected him to do or say. I just wanted to make things right. i just didn't know how.......

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A/N

I'm sorry it took me so long to update! I was working with rotc and FFA and school stuff. It all got way out of hand and I completely forgot about this story! I had it partially updated and forgot to finish it.

Sorry it's short, but I'll make it up to you for the wait and the shortness. I promise :)

Xoxo,

Smiley :)