I am sad
Kind of mad
Really frustrated, actuallyI used to be so stable,
Stoic even,
But now...
I don't knowThat seems like my answer to a lot of things lately
"I don't know"
What else am I to say?
"I don't know" seems
Too simple
But
I don't know,
It's all I can think of to sayI don't have a lot to say
I really only have one thing to say:
I need to say
"I love you"
But I can't,
Not yet, at least
And I'm dying inside
But that's okay because
I'm not ready
But it's not okay because
What if my time runs out?I don't know
I'm almost there
To the point where I can't handle myself anymore
Where I have to let everything go
And just say it
But
Not yet
I'm usually a patient person, I swear
But I've been waiting so long and
I don't knowBut yeah...
Yeah
Hm
I'll just keep my mouth shut for now
I'm kind of waiting for you to say it first
You're not going to
But I can't help but wait
So yeah
I'll just sit here
And be sad
And wait for you to notice