Loveless Boundaries

Chapter 8

Hola peoplesss......... so last chapter there was a lot of tension in the air.. and it was clear what Logan's intentions are.. let's just see if Stella will give in shall we?

Stella's p.o.v.

I didn't eat dinner. I couldn't sit there and act like everything was okay. Everything wasn't. That little stunt that went on with Logan in the bathroom was more than enough for me to not wanna face him anymore, because despite what I'm telling myself to do, I felt drawn in a certain way to him, and I found that scary. These were feelings I should never feel for someone that kid napped me. I should be feeling anger and fright towards him. I admit when I first came here it was both scary and something that made me wanna gouge his eyes out.... but as time grew by, and he became more friendlier, even though he tended to have his mood swings, he still was nice to me most of the time.... and that's what got me drawn to him. I never think I'd do anything romantic with him in any way because he's my kidnapper. He took me for a reason. He couldn't have just taken me without knowing why. There had to be a motive. But I don't see why feelings of his had to get involved to mess with my head.

Then on top of that, what Blake said to me earlier was pretty odd, and him telling me not to tell anyone, especially Logan made me question his loyalty to his friend. This was something he should be telling Audrey not me. I didn't belong to him. I 'belonged' to Logan.

Suddenly the door opens and an exhausted looking Logan appears. He gives me a small smile before plopping down on the bed. "How was dinner?" I ask. He simply shrugs his shoulders. But then he stares at me like he wants to say something but is thinking strongly about it. He looks in deep thought. "Everything alright?" I ask.

"Oh, um. Yeah." He murmurs. "Actually no. I came out of the bathroom and saw you and Blake talking. What were you guys talking about?" My whole body goes rigid and tense. Blake told me no to tell. But I couldn't lie to Logan. He would notice and more than likely get upset with me. I still choose to listen to Blake's words and not tell him.

"He just told me not to leave Aubrey with the cooking again. Because when u and him tell us to do something it needs to be done, not just one sided." I say on the top of my head. He just hums in acceptance to my surprise. I thought he would have guessed that I was lying.

"I know you're lying, but because i trust you... I'm not gonna press the matter." With that he shuts his eyes. And then he opens them to look at me once more, this time, with a smirk evident in his features. "I want you to do something for me Stella." I look over to his and he props himself up on hide elbows. "I want you to close your eyes,"

"Why?" I question. Okay this dude had definitely gone from normal to  strange real quick.

"Because I said so." He remarked matter if factly. I hesitantly closed my eyes and not long after I feel hot breath being fanned across my face. "I'm gonna kiss you, and don't you dare pull away." He states before engulfing my lips and swallowing em whole. The kiss was not as passionate as the one earlier today, but this one did hold that of lust and slowness. As much as I wished to pull away, I knew part of me didn't want to. Maybe if he wasn't so drop dead gorgeous, I would. As he pulls away, his eyes are still closed, and his lips are swollen from the contact we just had. His eyes open to look at me and he smiles..... a true genuine smile this time. Not a smirk, like he usually plasters on his face, but a true smile for once. "Goodnight Stells " he says and closes his eyes and turns over. I decide to do the same, and soon I feel these arms engulfing me from behind. I should feel every ounce of displeasure, but at the moment I feel safe and comforted.

Good night.

The next morning I wake up to the sound of loud music playing. I groan heavily, and adjust my eyes to the light. After doing so, I realize that I am not laying on a pillow, but on a hard muscular chest.

"Good morning to you too." He says all happy, which makes me want to hurl, because mornings aren't happy if I don't get my full rest.  "I was waiting for you to get up." He added. "They've been pLaying that music for quite a while." I look up to him and as he continues talking I take in his morning  breath, which to no surprise smells really good. How does ones morning breath smell good? I chose not to talk simply. Because I know my morning breath is t the best. More like a cats after it just ate a can of tuna kind of pleasant. "Go get dressed. Meet us in the kitchen for breakfast and then we'll see what we're gonna do then." I sit up groggily, running my hands through my hair, and wiping the crust out of my eyes before getting up and heading to the bath room with my clothes this time.

After being about done in the bathroom, I step out and fix my hair. When I'm done, I go to the kitchen, where the smell of bacon, and eggs literally consume me. Aubrey notices me and her smile gets even wider. "Goodmorning young one. U hungry?" She beams. I simply nod my head, and right away she takes up my food and hands me the plate. She does the same for her as well and we eat at the table while the boys sit in the couch. "So how was last night?" She questions. I ponder about whether I should tell her or not.

"Last night was weird. He kissed me, and then just went to sleep. And then we cuddled for the rest of the night. And as much as I want to hate him for everything he did, it was comforting in a weird way. But he can't keep kissing me. I have a boyfriend." I sigh.

"I had a boyfriend too, but It proved how much he cared when he never came looking for me. So I forgot about him and moved on with my life. Besides, Blake was treating me well at the time. He'd tell me I'm beautiful and would cook for me.. I wouldn't have to lift a finger."

"What happened then?"

"I became his. I fell in love with him, and since he thought we were finally a real couple, he said, that although I was his little girl, and little girls don't do chores, he said I was still his girlfriend, and the woman's job is to pamper their other." She shoves a piece of bacon into her mouth. "But I don't think it'll be the same with Logan, he's always been different than Blake. Logan has always been softer than Blake when it comes to women." She states, and for some odd reason I believe her. Blake showed just how nasty he could get yesterday when he said those things to me. Logan has never said that to me. I don't think Logan ever will either.

"Hey girls." Blake comes up from out of nowhere and plants himself on the seat between Aubrey and I, but his focus is to me. Aubrey greets him and my head is hung down looking into my plate. "No manners huh? Did we forget about our little chat already?" He smirks and reaches in my plate for a slice of bacon. I feel these arms,
Snake around my waist, and lock in place firmly. When I look back to my comforter, I see Logan giving Blake a hard cold stare.

"What's going on" he asks suddenly. Blake puts his hands up in defense and quickly answers 'nothing' before walking away with Aubrey on his arm to their room. Logan turns me to face him, but his hands haven't moved from my waist. "I know something went on, and I'm gonna get it out of you one way or another. You seemed scared when he spoke to you Stells." He says sincerely like he's actually worried. I simply nod my head, and go to our room, having lost my appetite completely. Logan is not far behind, and when he enters he shuts the door and locks it. A smirk finds its way on his lips as he nears me. I back away slowly, until my back reaches the other side of the room. He nears closer and closer until we're barely inches apart. One arm snakes afrom around my waist to my butt, and forcefully grabs it making my let out a shriek. The other hand goes up to my cheek and not long after we're kissing. Our mouths moving together like it's just us in the world. They mound together in sync, until he retracts, and whispers seductively, "One day princess, one day I'm not gonna stop myself from taking you fully. One day I'm gonna have that little mouth moaning my name, and one day I'll do wonders to your body. One day, you're not gonna wanna leave me." And with that he lets go, leaves me with a kiss behind my ear and goes to bed, turns on the tv, and begins flicking through the channels.

I literally just allowed him to kiss me. And it felt good.

I take a seat on the edge of the bed, as far away from him as possible, not trusting myself to be around him. I can feel his stare on me as I sit there and just stare at the television.

"C'mere." He pats the space next to him. I shake my head no and suddenly he sits up and switches the television off. "No?" He questions with his voice slightly raised.  "I said come here. Don't you dare say no to me. Do you know the position you're in? You're supposed to be dead by now, but I had a change of heart. Unless you want  that to change I suggest you get here. Now!" He emphasizes the now part and I shudder and his sudden change in the pitch if his voice.
I scurry over to him nonetheless, and he wraps his warm, muscular arm around my shoulder, forcefully pushing my head onto his shoulder.