Poems – Smile my dear
A smile on my pale chanted lips
But cuts on my fat hips
Nothing is real anymore
My only friend is a razor
I’m a wretched human being
Slowly loosing feeling
No reason for me to be alive
Life for me has been deprived
Depression will kill me
I wish they could see
I am damaged
And bandaged
All my life I have been so lonely
Dreaming of the day when I will be boney
I can’t put my trust in happiness
Dreams full of blackness
I’m slowly giving up
If you had known, perhaps you would have been more carful
Instead of making me feel awful
I’m sick of everyone lying to me
All I want is to flee
I need to leave everything behind me
I can start by taking the blade to my skin
Maybe that’s where it will begin
