Nvm... I'm not going to put what I'm going to say to the counselor right now.. I'm going to put a song.. when it was the first time my dad abuses me.. and when I used to like him even tho he did that but now I don't like him anymore.. he's getting uglier than before.. I mean the first time he abuses me was when I was 3 years old.. Of course he did fight with my mom because.. she didn't do what he say.. that is wrong.. This song describes me..
*music*
Four years old..
With my back to the door..
All I could hear.. was the family war.. :(
Your selfish hands..
Always expecting more...
Am I your child..? Or just a charity ward.. :'(
You have a hollowed out..
but it's heavy in your chest..
I try so hard to fight it but
it's hopeless.. :(
Hopeless.. :s
You're hopless... ;( X(
Oh father.. PLZ FATHER..
I'd love to leave you alone
but I can't let you go :'(
Oh father.. Plz father...!
Put the bottle down...
For the love of a daughter? :o
It's been 5 years..
Since we've spoken last...
And
You can't take back... What we never had.. DX
I can be manipulated... ONLY SO MANY TIMES! :'(
Before even
I love you..
STARTS TO SOUND LIKE A LIE!!! X(
You have a hollowed out heart
but it's heavy in your chest
I try so hard to fight it
but it's hopeless.. :(
Hopeless!
YOU'RE HOPELESS!!! X(
Oh father.. Plz father..
I'd love to leave you alone
but I can't let you go :'(
Oh father.. PLZ FATHER...
Put the bottle down..
For the love of a daughter..... <3
Don't you remember I'm your
baby girl? :(
How could you push me
out of your world..
Lie to your flesh and your
blood..
Put your hands
on the ones
that you swore you loved </3
DON'T YOU REMEMBER I'M YOUR BABY GIRL???!!! >:(
HOW COULD YOU THROW ME RIGHT OUT OF YOUR WORLD?! X(
So young when the pain had begun... :(
Now forever.. afraid of being loved..
Oh father... Plz father...
I'd love to leave you alone
but I can't let you go :'(
Oh father... PLZ FATHER!!!!!!
Oh father...
(Plz father!!!!!!!!!!)
Put the bottle down...
For the love of a daughter... <3
*music*
For the love of a daughter..... <3
*music*
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My Abusing Careless Parents In Real
Non-FictionI have parents in real that are hurting me.. I'm not kidding.. I need to be send away since they don't like me for no reason :(