Unwanted Thoughts

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Songs for this chapter:

Usher - Climax

Drake - Fire & Desire

Alessio's POV:

"Gia don't get too wasted, I'm in need of a few shots and I don't want any weird scenes happening cause this isn't Italy, I don't want to go beating up random people and then come in the news for stupid reasons because father will get irritated and lecture me like he's dying tomorrow and you know how he gets" I tell my sister "Hey, what can I do if people haul me for my cell phone number?" She argues. "Fine. Give me your phone. You'll be with me and Armand or with Samyrah, if people trouble you for contacts, say you don't have a phone" she hands her phone over to me asking with a smile "What'll happen to your controlling behaviour down the line?'' I just said hiding my smirk at what would happen if I find someone that I'd love madly to protect and cherish her , I say, "She'll live"
Just then the door of the car opened and Samyrah was getting in next to me, I just look at her trying to keep my thoughts at bay. I hear Armand laugh as he gets in saying, "Les, she thinks your car is sex on wheels" pointing at Samyrah who turns towards Armand and says, "Bro, this ain't sex on wheels. For me sex on wheels is a Merecedes Benz" smart choice. Now there's something we agree with. She looks at me with a concerned face and says, "Not that your car isn't cool. It is, but I have a thing towards Mercedes" I would've said so much more if we were alone but I just smile and say,"Acceptable. Just for the record I prefer a Merce too" and just start the car and my sister yells, "Turn the music up" to which I hit the radio button and Ariana Grande's voice starts blaring through the speakers with the song Into You. Then I hear a soft voice singing and realise that it was Samyrah and then Gia whines, saying, "These people are such party poopers. They don't dance to the cool stuff. Imagine these two in the club as silent as they are in here. God! I'd just need to get wasted to survive them then." I scoffed at her statement and heard Samyrah laughing as well and I then said, "You wouldn't be able to survive the places we go to" "Bet you on pizza that I'll survive any of your trashy places" Gia says, to which Armand says "G, it's definitely not trashy. It's nice but a little uncomfortable." I then continued driving the familiar path, it felt weird going into another place knowing that 'Dezzire' was right here. But I wouldn't go in there with my baby sister. Suddenly Samyrah's hand comes close to my face as she points outside and asks loudly "Hey what's that?" As I was about to tell her that she didn't have to shout I first look at what she saw, I couldn't hide the grin that creeped onto my face. She continued staring at it with concentration trying to figure out what the place was so I tell her, "Cara I didn't expect you to get attracted to that as well" she then turns to Gia and asks her something and they exchange words and I curse the L.A traffic in my mind and I hear Armand then "Yea, what caught your interest baby?" my grip on the steering wheel instinctively tightened, ugh Alessio, no. She's just a new girl you met. You just haven't had your fill in a while. Nothing else. There's no reason to go all alpha over her now. It's just Armand. I then hear Gia's voice, almost really silent though,"That place does look attractive. Aren't we going there Armand?" She asks him. I interrupted then saying, "Attractive things happen there as well and besides you both would need fake id's to get in which we don't have, also me and Armand would have gotten so occupied in there that we won't be able" I then look at Samyrah and continue, "to keep our eyes on you both" Samyrah then asks me arching her eyebrow at me "But what if even we'd wanna join both of you? That place is one hot looking go to on my list" she says with a shrug "Same" Gia says giving her a Five. These two are being silly, I say to them "That's a stripclub. I'd rather y'all don't go there And also for your information, The strippers are all female. So no" and I don't want my sister getting groped by perverts or I don't want Samyrah to go in there as well. Ugh, the disgusting perverts in there. "There's nothing that wrong in them going there Alessio. Deal" Armand then says looking at the girls "I'll arrange for fake id's by this weekend. Then we'll all go and come back home sober then" I glare at him for saying that. We always argued about who would stay sober while leaving 'Dezzire'. Dick. "Fine, you're the one explaining to father what Gia was doing at a strip club" I say irritated thinking about how Gia drank too much once and she was in such a mess because of which I almost went to jail for beating people up. I stop the car, I hear Armand and Gia get down and I look at Samyrah who's sitting and staring at my face, I said feeling irritated, "What? You want me to open the door for you?" I would have but honestly I'm not in the mood,cause I can picture me being wasted around my sister, who feels drinking and visiting a stripclub is a thrill.. isn't right. It's horribly dangerous for her and this silly lady as well. She then, looks down and then straight into my eyes saying," Hey, calm down. Um, there's nothing bad about a strip club. People go there to have fun.. You do too right? So why not her then? If you're worried you won't be able to take care of her, I'm pretty sure you're assuming that, cause I can see you being way more cautious about her if she's around" um okay.. Thanks, before the words came out of my mouth she had gone towards Armand and Gia already. So I turned my car towards the parking lot thinking of how calm her voice is. Her voice is as soothing as the waves of an ocean which will drift you away..
It's like she can make you listen to what she says even if she says the smallest or silliest of the things, I then notice Vincent, the valet who sees me and runs over to me as I park the car at my spot "Sir I don't understand why you don't let me park your car. You know I'm good at taking care of cars, I took proper care of Mr.Armand's car as well." I laugh at his words, "Haha, I know you are good with the cars Vince. But I bought this love of mine here to drive it by myself, if not what's the point of me buying this baby if I'm not the one driving it" I say to him after securing the locks of my Porche, he then asks me, "What will you do if you are married then sir? Will you make her wait?" "It depends on the way my relationship with the girl would be. If I'd be in a hurry to get her inside then you have your freedom with my ride, but believe me my friend, the best things happen inside the car and by then I'll have a Mercedes" I say to him with a wink. Vince laughs and nods his head, I head towards the entrance nodding at Phil. I enter the club, looking for Armand, Gia and Samyrah. In a while, I see Samyrah at the bar with Demetria as she's waiting on a drink. I walk towards her at a faster pace and intertwined my hand with Samyrah's and shouted looking at Demetria "Fuck off Demetria. Put your paws on others, Samyrah put that drink away. Come with me" and pull her away. I take her to the other end saying, "Trust only me, Armand, Phil and Anna in here. If you ever come here alone, Phil and Anna okay?" To which she just nods and gets lost in her thoughts as we walk into a more private space. I get into my chair and find her zoned out so I then ask her"What are you thinking of?" She tries to get onto her chair and I just smile as I notice she was unable to get onto it so I walk to her chair and adjust the seat so that her chair lowers down and she hopped onto it saying 'Thank You' I just lean towards her ear controlling my urge of biting her ear and say "No big deal" and press the button again, making the chair go up with a jolt because of which she grasps my hand tightly giggling. I try to control my smile at her sudden nervousness, "What do you want to drink?" She says," Just a breezer." Ah maybe she's trying to gold hee liquor so I say to her "Drink up its fine, I'll drive you back to your dorm anyhow." She just says after thinking for a while "I need to know you well enough to get wasted with you And I honestly don't know you so, I'd rather be safe" I doubt I look scary enough but as I was about to argue with her I see Anna, the waitress that knows both me and Armand really well so I acknowledge her and asks for our order of 3 shots and 2 cranberry breezers and a mug of beer. I do want her to get lose and live a little so she forgets her worries and I honestly want to break her wall and know the real her. I then hear Anna who brings me back to reality when I hear her ask "Sure. Anything else Alessio?" I reply to her"No, thanks Anna" I then ask her trying to flirt a little.. Wait. Since when do you try? I'm getting what I want. "Why you not drinking alcohol? You know I don't bite unless.. You'd want me to" I say to her with a wink. She blushes looking at me and then stares at me biting her lip. I felt like kissing her lips and biting then myself and then I heard her speak "Um, I don't exactly know you, so I'd really not prefer getting wasted tonight with you, besides who knows what you'd do" Just then Anna comes and places our drinks, Samyrah says "Thank you" and Anna replies, "You're Welcome sugar" I don't want them to get chatty now so I butt in "Thanks, Anna" with a curt nod and she replies "Okay, I'm leaving. Have fun" leaving, I nod towards the vodka shots saying, "Cara, take one. To survive, we all need some" after which I gulp down my glass. Ah. After days. I see Samyrah take one glass and gulp it down as well and soon reach out for the other glass and as she's swallowing the liquid she staring at me as I was staring at her like a creep as well , she then asks "What?" I just shake my head, she then stretches her hand over and pulls a breezer and starts drinking. Shit. She can drink. Looking at her swallowing the remains of her drinks is making me feel hotter. Her fingers on the bottle, her tongue licking her lips. Ah fuck. What's happening here? Is there a shift in the atmosphere because the heat is radiating to me for sure, so I pull my coat off and as I was taking it off she holds the beer bottle at her lips but does not take her sip and I see that her lips are parted I know I cant control myself any further because I'd want to fuck her into oblivion and make her lose all her troubles so that I can see her smile and be completely carefree. I then clear my throat and as she somewhat regains herself I say "Nothing. Um where did Gia and Armand go?" to which she replies "Armand took her to meet some designer people. What's wrong with Demetria over there?" She suddenly ask me and I take the other breezer and reply after taking a sip, remembering that night I then tell, "She was trying to put her hands on me and Armand for all sorts of wrong reasons and she makes me feel like she's being paid to do that. She was working at the stripclub you were gawking at. I hope you heard, it's got only female strippers baby." She then asks me"What's wrong with the place having only female strippers?" I think and then try guessing hoping that my guess is fake so I ask her "You're into chicks then is it?" To which she says sternly yet hiding a smile, "No" so I ask smirking at her"Good, if not what about shot with you then?" I see her shift on her chair. My curiosity piqued and I asked her, "What'll you do going to the strip club?" To which she replies, "Watch and Learn. I would love to salute their confidence with which they perform. It's hot" Fuck. Okay, " Hmm, tips for your future huh?" She just smiled at me. I then continued, "That will be hot.. Don't join the strip club, make it private but," I think of her going all out on someone if she'd strip.. No. She's more of a cute person. But her body definitely has curves which I'll love to grab onto and What if she's wearing black lace lingerie? Fuck. I'll beg her myself then. She's looking at me waiting for me to finish and asks "But?" I then said to push her buttons a little,"You give more of a cute vibe than a hot one" she just stared at me arching her eyebrows and I just shrugs, then she gulps sown the remainder of her bottle, "What you see is not what you get." Yea baby. I'm waiting for you to let your guard down and show me all the shades you have in you. I then say to her, "Planning to change my words now is it?" She just flashed a smile at me and turned towards the dance floor. I stare at her feeling turned just looking at her side profile, so I move behind her and softly whisper in her ears," Changes happen for the better most of the time" I feel proud of myself when I feel her stiffen up a little and then say, " Come change my mind about you Cara" then she suddenly turns lifting her chin high she asks, " And why should I?" This female love's tormenting I feel. So I ask her to tease her back, "Questioning me out of nervousness isn't it?" She places her hands on my shoulders ever so lightly that she she was actually stroking my torso. If only the shirt would not have proven to be a barrier today. She moves a little higher because of the support of my shoulders. Fuck. Is she climbing on me? Ugh I'll pull her out of here to my room. Maybe the car itself. Then she softly whispers into my ear, "Maybe, I'm too much to handle for you." Damn. Her voice. She starts walking to the dance floor as 'Climax' by Usher starts playing. How fitting. The moment she starts to open up to me She moves away. Although I don't know her much, it's like I know her so much. I keep my gaze on her like a hawk. The way her hips sway to the beat of the song. As I finish my drink notice a pair of hands on her hips, my hand balled into a fist, that guy would have made her sit on him the way he was behaving and I know he's trying to get into her pants. I walked towards her and that guy dodging a few girls on the way I then pulled Samyrah's hand making her fall on me almost, away from that guy. I'm so sure she freaked out cause her nails poked into my biceps, I then said to her searching for her face amidst the flickering lights, "Cara, you don't even know this guy enough to go all hot over him and honestly you are too drunk to do what you were doing to a stranger" she lets out a giggle as I try to brush off all the other things running in my head and then she asks, "Jealous now, are we?" My hands tighten on her hips as I pull her towards me and I hear a whimper from her mouth after which I lift her chin up and say "Mia Bella, jealous is only one of the few things I'm feeling right now" one hand of mine went onto her lower back and then my hand slowly gripped her ass. It felt so good and soon she started to grind her hips on me and then her hands moved to my neck and she asked me biting her lip, " What else are you feeling?" I thrusted my hips a little forward so she could feel the hard on I was trying to ignore for a while now, I could we that her eyes went wide when she felt my hard on, I then told her, "Don't tell me that you couldn't feel it. It'll be the biggest insult then baby" she then tries to talk and I finally hear her mumble as I feel her trying to move so i try not to laugh at her reaction and say to her, "You don't need to go all shy on me now, it's just normal human analogy. Don't get nervous Bella, I'm not trying anything" and continued "Unless you want me to, let's just dance baby" she then made a face as though she was trying to figure out things, then she suddenly jumped I was surprised honestly, because she was practically squirming not five seconds ago. She then said, "I love this song" after which she was swaying her hips to Drake's Fire & Desire then i pulled her close after which her hands were around my neck. I then turned her around so that she wouldn't feel awkward and her back was on my front. She was moving in such ways that made me feel so much and as I started to move to the music as well, she started putting more and more pressure on the lower half of our bodies and I couldn't help the moan which came out my mouth then. Fuck, this female knows just how to move. If her dress was any shorter.. My fingers would have been elsewhere. As the song ended she turned towards me and was looking into my eyes, I couldn't control myself any longer, so I leaned towards her and as I was about to kiss her lips, I heard a man, " Mr Armani, sir I'm glad to have met you. Oh I'm sorry to have interrupted you in this situation but I couldn't stop myself" Seriously? This silly person! I tried to compose my breath and stood stiffly straight looking at the man as he continued, "It's great to know that you'll take over the family business in a year. I'll be seeing you in Italy soon. There will be a requirement for you to leave as soon as your exams are done to learn everything about the working of Armani Hotels. I am the Managing Director assisting your father with the clauses against Gianni " Ugh, I'll leave within a year. I try to look at Samyrah from the side of my view. Why am I giving this girl hopes? I better avoid all thoughts about her and I don't know her that well anyways and my primary focus has to be to keep Armani Hotels on the top so that the Gianni Empire goes down. I then hear her clear her throat and say as I look at her, "I'll go get Gia and Armand" I give her a nod. She then walks and I actually keep my eyes on her until I can't see her anymore, I then hear this man clear his throat and as I turn to look at him, he says, "Son, don't mind me but I suggest you avoid that girl. It's a better tactic for you to marry an Italian woman. This lady seemed Asian or something. You will be mo're appealing to the people if you are single in the start of you being the CEO of Armani Hotels and later date the famous actresses, designers and who not? Just don't het into anything serious now because even you know the Gianni family. They will go to all extents to harm your family's happiness and peace. These distractions just lead to future destructions son. Do this for the betterment of the families." I want to make calls and get him fired. He isn't wrong but he isn't fully right. He has no right to say such things about anyone. Let alone a lady. But I know I can't argue with him right now."Yes. I'll see you around sir. Thank You." I say to him and he just smiles and walks to the bar counter where there is a woman and man. I then start looking for Samyrah and it flashes my mind that she's gone in search of Armand and Gia. Shit. I should've not let her go alone in this place. Oh wait. Is that Gia and Armand? As I walk to them i see Samyrah's back and I hear her say, "I'm sure he'll support you" I ask standing behind her, "Who'll support who?" she turns to me and says loving into my eyes," Armand's decision in getting mar-" Armand clamps his hand over her mouth because of which the rest of the words come out muffled so Armand then said, " Your support on me when your drunk, she told me your wasted" What? She drank more. She is more of the lightweight and now she's with Armand, so I said, "Balls. I had one shot and a beer and this lovely lightweight here had 2 shots, a breezer and half my beer too I think. She's getting all riled up with you huh?" I ask Armand. Then Gia shouts, "Girl Power" and gulps down 2 shot glasses. God. Why are women so stupidly annoying? Gia behaves crazy when she's drunk.Armand takes the shot glasses and pulls her away saying, "God Gia. Stop. You'll not be able to attend class tomorrow, remember it is your turn to present your first portfolio" thank god for him to be here. If I'm not around her I'll always know he'll be there for hee wellbeing. He can take care of her if I go away when I expand the family business. All of us start walking out and as we reach the car I suddenly hear Samyrah's voice behind me, "I don't throw myself at every Tom, Dick and Joe and especially not when I'm drunk" she says closes the door of the backseat with a thud. Then I talk to Armand about the people who met Gia, he said it went well and asked about me and Samyrah and he told me that she has so many insecurities that aren't even necessary and just then I got a call from father, "Les, I got a call from a friend of mine saying you are toying with girls again" I hear him say irritated. I got pissed and say to him"Father, I was at a club. Isn't it obvious that we all will dance together" he then says, "Son I don't want you to repeat your silly mistakes again. You have your sister there as well, so I suggest you behave. What about Armand?" I just reply him, "He's driving us home cause he's sober enough." Father just laughs and says, "That now is very good. He knows when to play around and when not to. He will make Bellino rise bright like the sun. Take care son. I'll see you soon" "Bye father" I say and open the backseat door so that Armand is in my view and say, "People need to calm the fuck down. Dad heard we're at the club and is pleased that you're not drunk and playing with women like me Armand. He says you'll make Bellino rise bright like the sun. Tell him I quoted him tomorrow if he asks. Remember I'm taking an oath today. I, Alessio Armani son of Ricardo and Miah Armani promise to take Armani worldwide by the time I touch 35 at the most and atleast to all of Europe by the time I'm 28" To which Armand lets out a sigh and says,"don't you think that's too much serious talk for a drunk mind" I knew he'll state facts like that, but.. "A drunk mind but sober thoughts" I hear Samyrah say and then I csilent help but smile at her and then I nudged her to move in so I could sit as well and as I sit I say to her, "I'm not completely drunk but Thanks'' she gives me a slight smile. Armand starts driving and I look at her wondering how much of messed up things and people has she been through and yet she gets all brave and she suddenly looks at me saying, "Stop doing that. I'm not 'Bella' and you're not 'Edward' so stop acting like you're trying your best to decipher my thoughts and failing at it royally" Yuck. Why did she compare me to Robert Pattinson? Women.. ''What I can't even look at you now? After you danced with me.. You don't want anything to do with me is it?" I say to her bringing up our heated moments. I wish there was so much more. She then says after a while... Going cold on me "It was just a dance. A club.. Where things happen.. They stay there plus we were drunk enough to do what we were doing" I wanted to say so much more to her but I settle for "Then I'm wishing more clubs right now" then I hear her laugh and then she says, "For how many months more?
I'd prefer watching reruns of F.R.I.E.N.D.S or sappy Romantic movies instead of clubbing on certain days.. Today was an exception. I tried to know you.. Nothing's better than alcohol to know how a person is in real and the funny part is.. I actually like you.. As a person.. And me saying this is really a big thing.. Believe me on that" I was about to respond to her but then she moved forward getting up from the seat and tells Gia and Armand, "The same goes to the both of you" "What? " Gia asks with a big smile so she tells her, "I said I like you And you too Armie. I don't just go tell people I like them.. The phrase 'Liking people' is completely non existent for me most of my life so you're part of the lucky bunch'' making Armand laugh and as we got into a signal he tried to give her a side hug saying, "We're all happy knowing you've liked us and I'm pretty sure the feeling is mutual on all our parts" Gia then chimes in, "if it helps... You are one of the nicest people I've met. Stop worrying about tomorrow, I'll assure you I'll be there for you cause I know you'll be there for me" Samyrah gets off the seat to hug Gia and I was controlling the urge to grab her butt I so badly wanted her to listen to me and let go of her mood swings and lose herself in me completely so she throws away her insecurities and I'd spank her ass to get it through to her as well and as she sits down she doesn't realise and sits on my lap by mistake and she sat in such a way that she could feel my boner, her face froze and she then looked away saying "Sorry" and slides away.Suddenly, Gia asks her "Sammy, till when is your course due?" I take my phone out and act like I was lost in it but I wait to listen to her, "24 months. A year longer than yours babe" she sighs and says. Damn. I'll see you soon even if I leave for now, then Gia says,"I'm getting married 2 and a half years from now, you better be free woman" "Yea sure" she says with a smile and looks at me and I'm staring back at her unsure of the bomb my baby sister dropped and I wanted Samyrah to enlighten me about what else these two have planned. The drive was longer than estimated because of the traffic and my ride gotten have gotten any better, her vanilla perfume hitting my nostrils just got me lost in her hair that was lying on my shoulder.. But it's better I avoid her. I don't want to affect her because she does have trust issues which can't disappear within a blink of an eye and I don't want people to call her a distraction which might lead to future destruction. She has to be the best gift life could offer.. Even if she's not mine but someone else's at least. But I want her so much in such less time, it's not healthy. I just need to just let go of my thoughts and just calm down, all this is the pent up sexual energy that hasn't been put to work in a while and the alcohol talking and making me all needy. Finally Armand hits the brakes making me realize that we've reached their dorm and Armand wakes up a whining Gia which makes me laugh and Armand laugh as well, then he takes her up so I decide to wake up sleeping beauty. But I don't want to, because I know she'll look at me in certain ways which make me feel like I should fly away with her. I have to put on a pretence if I don't want to be someone who hurts her as well because I'm not up for a marriage right now or for one in the near future years. So it's time to play a role for probably the longest time. "Wake up. You'll have pain in your neck in the morning" I say real close to her ear and she gets up with a shiver and looks at my face and I stare back at her, she looks so cute and her lips so plump, I want to bite them. No no. "You have class tomorrow. Go get some sleep. Armand's already taken Gia upstairs and if your head pains due to the hangover take an Advil" I say to her very formally. She moves away from me and asks, "You aren't coming upstairs?" I say a flat "No. Bye" and stare at my phone and I know she felt bad after which she opens the door at her side and says as she got out of the car, "Fine. Bye" and shuts the door loudly making me stare at her and as she took two steps she stopped and bent down and took her wedges off, but as she was doing that her dress rode up making her butt more prominent. Fuck. The bulge in my pants definitely grew hard. This woman is a tease. I hope no one is eyeing her like a piece of meat outside. She's given me some work to get to as soon as I get back.

// Long ass chapter.
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