Newhaven girl

Here i was sitting down looking at the mess I just made and wondering to my self how did I get here I thought Kye loved me and would never do me dirty but I guess I was wrong because here I am 18 out of school living with my drug dealer no good boyfriend

I woke up not ready for another day at James hillhouse highschool my name is Janae i am 17 years young I am what some might say a jawn I am brown skin thick pretty face long flocking Indian hair with some cute chinky eyes with long eye lashes to match And loving it I couldn't wait till my junior year was over.

I was almost finish and all I was worried about was my work and swanging so I got out of bed and went to take a shower and brush my teeth after that I got dress

my out fit for today consist a pair of high wasted jeans a high low pink and blue shirt that I got from forever 21 with my pink uggs I had my hair in a messy bun simple and cute for the day

I live with my mom I don't no my dad and don't really care to no him my mom is od tho she is all about me finishing school because she couldn't cuz she got pregnant with me so she really wanted me to be better then her but it was annoying she was always on my back

after looking in the mirror one last time I grabbed my Victoria secret book bag and north face and went down stairs my mom was cooking breakfast I was really hungry tho goodmorning ma morning nae u gonna eat no I'm just gonna head to school I'm not hungry who is the nigga that got u not hungry maaaa u crazy forget love get money remember yea w.e don't get ya ass beat nae being grown u ain't low ma what are u talking about I'm not hungry yea ight ma I'm out be home at a good time okay ma I closed the door and headed To school it took me 20 min to get to school when I got there I went in the lunchroom and sat with my girls jayla neenee Tay and Kiana out of all the girls jayla is the crazy one she is very loud and out spoken but I love her neenee is the lowkey and the evil one that u have to watch because she play no games but I love her Tay is so funny and always down for w.e and Kiana is well Kiana is Kiana I love all of my niggas my niggas we been cool for some years now blood couldn't make us any thicker so what we doing on this Friday it's a party tonight downtown Kiana said o word we in there or naaaa we in there jayla said we could meet up at my house ki said okay it's ago I said alright I'll see ya later I made my way to my locker and there was my ex jawn niño standing infront of it ogod I thought things didn't really end good between us we we're dating for a couple months then he was acting up so I had to cut him off I can't lie I missed him some times but messing with him was just to much hey nae nae hey niño long time no speak I no right how u been he asked u no feeling good living better u miss me naaaa I said with a laugh oword well when u do u no the number and he walked off I did kinda lowkey missed him but it is what it is so school came and went I was walking home and bumping connect by drake and then I spotted one of the cutest boys ever soon as I saw him I got butterfly's in my stomach as I got closer to him I noticed that he had 2 deep dimples brown skin with some waves that could make any one sea sick and these beautiful hazel eyes he had on a polo shirt true religion jeans and the new js that just came out on his feet shorty was bad when we locked eyes it felt like time had stopped and my heart was beating supper fast I snapped out of it when I heard his cute voice say wassup ma what's ya name janae but everyone call me nae well I'm not trying to be like everyone else I'm trying to call u something else oooo word like what baby girl he said in a sexy voice as he licked his lips I swear I felt like I was about to die when he for ever did that I guess boy I guess he repeated I see I'm gonna have to control that mouth of yours yea w.e I laughed you are so beautiful he said in a serious voice thank you ooo your welcome what's ya name My name is Kye so can I get ya number baby girl yea I gave him my number and tried to walk away and before i could kye pulled me close to him and hugged me it was one of the best hugs I ever gotten he whispered in my ear and said see u soon janae alright I said as I walked off I was so souped I got home and took off my shoes and noticed that my mom left me a note saying she would be home till the morning she was taking an over night shift cool with me i said out loud after I watched bad girls club and a episode of girl code I fell right to sleep dreaming about Kye I was woke in up by worst behavior by drake blasting from my iPhone 5 hello I answered half asleep wake up nigga it's 5:30 and I'm coming to ya house to get dress I'm staying the night at ya crib b jayla aka gualla that's what everyone calls her said well then alright I said yea nigga I'm in ya shit tonight we both started laughing I'm dead I said what time the party start 9 ayyyyyy turn down for what I said but I'll be over there after I see my man who that nigga Treezy u no it alright see u in a few Thot after I hung up with jayla I fell right back to sleep school really be having me gone it was about 7 when I heard my phone ringing and loud banging coming from my front door I went to go answer it and it was crazy jayla nigga I no u heard me banging on the door yessss gualla the whole tre heard u w.e nigga after closing the door we went up stairs it's 7 what took u so long I asked her girl I was with my jawn yea I no thoting as usual not even she said yea yea I said oooo girl I gotta tell u I said proud what nigga I met a boy omg who she asked all excited his name Kye I said Kye who ion no he brown skin dimples waves cute Hazel eyes ooooo that's bro he be with my cousins mookie and Ty ooo really yea I think he trap really I asked yea be carful girl he is trouble okay I said a lil heart broken but didn't really want to show it after we talked a lil more It was 8 before we knew it I got in the shower and my look for the night was a blue and yellow polo shirt some bleached jeans and my tall moccasins I had my hair in a messy bun cute and simple jayla had on these bleached cut up jeans with a pink polo shirt and her pink and purple Jordan's and had her poetic justice braids hanging low