I fell in love with my Bully

Chapter 19 Broken

Song: Armor-Landon Austin
Hayden POV
I wake up and go to school. It's been awhile since I've smiled. Chris you are changing me. I run happily around to school. Suddenly a hand grabs me and turns me around. I see that it's Mark. Shit. He slams me up against a wall and punches me. He throws punches and kicks. I can't see everything is blurry and red. He then grabs my neck and chokes me. I start coughing. Is this really how I die. He finally lets go and runs away.

I check the time and see it's 7:49. SHIT LATE FOR SCHOOL. I run to school and get yelled at by some teacher. Everyone's looking at me because my whole face is basically one big bruise. My neck has a big bruise around it. Luckily they can't see my chest because god that's ugly. I just put my hood up and continue with my day.

"LOOK THE FAG TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE AGAIN" someone shouts. "I didn't though" I mumble. Everybody's laughing and making me feel like shit. Suddenly I get pulled into the boys bathroom. I see Chris. "please don't hit me" I mumble. "Oh angel what happened" he says sweetly. Oh yeah I forgot Chris won't hurt me. he will it's probably a dare. NO!

"Nothing" I mumble. "I know it's not nothing but you don't have to tell me right now love you" he says. "Love you too" I say. We kiss and say goodbye.

I go to class and see that everybody is staring at me great. I see that it's Science class ugh. "So class let's begin. If this bioindicator is still alive for the rest of the week this water isn't polluted but if it is we have to do a test to see what killed the bioindicator" he says. Ugh this is so easy. I just ignore whatever he says. He hands out a test. "You guys have ten minutes to finish this quiz it's only two double sided pages" he says. Ughhhhh! "Starting now" he says. I quickly dive in and realize how easy it is. I finish it and see I have time to spare so I just doodle on my worksheet.

After class ends I run to my next class hopping I don't see Mark. I'm almost to my locker when I get yanked into the boys bathroom. I see that's it's Mark of course. He starts beating the crap out of me. I slowly start seeing black dots. I suddenly hear footsteps leaving. I feel wet. (NOT LIKE THAT U PERVERTS) I soon realize it's blood. I slowly black out.

I wake up and jolt up. I see that I'm in the nurse. "Hey slow down you're going to hurt yourself" she says. I see that it isn't Emily who's normally there. "Where Emily" I asked. "She only works up to 3pm here so she left. Let me tell you it took my forever to get her to leave she wanted to be next to you and stay with you" she says. I smile. Thank you Emily. "Can I go home" I asked. "Well I guess it rest a lot. You were bleeding a lot. Luckily it was only cuts and bruises which still isn't good but there's was no internal damage" she says.

I nod. "Do you know who did this" she asks. YES MARK! "No um I don't know" I lie. "Ok" she says. "Who brought me here" I ask. "Oh your friend Ash" she says. Of course Ash went into the boys bathroom looking for me. "Ok goodbye thank you" I say. "No problem" she says.

I leave school and go home. I check my phone and see Chris has texted me a lot. Most are saying. "R U OK" or "HEY ARE YOU ALIVE" that's funny. I Text him back saying I'm ok. I reach schools nod open the door. I smell alcohol. SHIT! She's home. She's probably drunk.

I slowly go down the stairs until CREAK! Wow curse me for being so fat. My mom runs and sees it's me. "WHERE WERE YOU" she screams. "At school" I answer. "DONT LIE ITS SATURDAY" she yells. God she's so drunk. "No it isn't" I say quietly. "YES IT IS AND GO MAKE ME DINNER" she yells. She then slaps me right across my face. The pain is like little needles stabbing my cheek. Well that is definitely going to leave a mark.

I go into the kitchen to make her some dinner. I make her some chicken and rice. I put it on a plate and get some coffee and put it on a tray. I take he tray upstairs to her. I knock on the door. "Come in" she says. I go in and see her on her kind size bed. She has a huge room the size of triple my room. She has a huge flatscreen tv on her wall. I place the food down on her bedside table. "Leave" she commands.

I leave her room and go downstairs to mine. I lay on my mattress. All alone. In silence. Sometimes quit is violent.

You know Chris probably doesn't even like you. He would be better off with a nice pretty girlfriend instead of an ugly and annoying fat guy like me. You don't want to be a burden do you. You are too annoying for him. Too far. Too stupid. Too weird. Too depressed. Too suicidal. Too worthless.

LEAVE GET OUT OF MY HEAD CHRIS LOVES ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My head hurts now. Too much thinking. It feels like someone Is slamming a bolder on my head. I get up and immediate pain in my head. I probably banged it somewhere. I slowly walk and with each step more pain comes. Ah! I decide that it's better off if I stay on my mattress and go to sleep.

I lay down on my mattress and try to get at least an hour or two of sleep. One can only hope. Finally I slowly drift off to sleep. Hopefully no nightmares tonight.

SORRY IT HAS BEEN SO LONG. SORRY THIS IS SHORT! I have so much hw to do that I can't write as much as I thought I would be able to. I'll try to get some works in every week or two sorry!!!!!

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