'' I Don't want you''
'' I don't want some one weak, ugly, fat and pathetic like you as my mate''
'' This must be a mistake''
'' You cannot be my mate, the gods must be crazy ''
'' I Amazone Froze future Alpha of the Silver snow pack rejecting you Flora green to be my mate''
I panth and gasped waking up catching my breath, it has been always like that especialy when I am asleep. all of his word echoing in my head, it has been a year now and no matter how I try to forget it's no use
The memory keeps on coming in. No matter how many time's I try it doesn't wants to fade away, it just comes and attacks right back at me. with a few more heavy breath I tried my best to control my breathing and uncontrolled sobs which comes along, although I couldn't stop my silent tears rushing from my eyes, I wipe it all of and tried to numb my feelings as fast as I could.
with a deep sigh , I got up from my bed and seat down on the floor searching my small box which I have hidden it under my bed.
Quickly opening the box, I search for the very one thing which always manage to calm me down whever I'm this kind of situations,
successfully taking it out from the box, I looked at it, admiring it when a warm smile automaticly forms on my lips,
It is my family picture, where there is mum whom is carrying up a much younger me and My dad is carrying Fauna, my twin sister whom was only seventeen minutes older then me.
both me and Fauna looks almost identicle except for our hair color. Mine's was like mum's golden blonde hair as for Fauna she had dark midnight black hair just like dads and her skin is alittle tanner while mines is paller.But both of us had the same icy blue yes.
We we're a perfect family once but as always faith has its own plans for us which ended up my parents died trying to protect us from the hunters
making both Fauna and I Orphan.
remembering fauna made me so upset and disapointed, as the oldest twin she suppose to protect me instead she is selfish, too selfish.
I placed back the picture in the box and hide it back underneath my bed, with another sigh I walked to my closet, grabbing myself a my towel, and my white acid wash skiny jeans and a purple tops, I walk to my attached bahroom taking a warm shower, brushing my teeth and did my regulars I wre the cloth that i hd choosen for the day.
standing infront of the mirror brushing my long straight blonde hair, I cannot really understand. The reasons that Amazone gave and rejecting me is because I am ugly. sure I'm not as thin as a barbie or other shewolves to be exact I'm 157 pounds. I'm not that fat am I. Then again I'm an Omega the weakling of my pack, with a sigh seting my hair loose with a butterfly pin on the side. I walked down to begain my day.
when I got in the kitchen, all the ladies of the pack house including our luna Stardust was preparing breakfast. with a sweet smile I greeted her a smile, I'm not a much of a talker.
'' good morning Flora,'' she said sweetly
'' Sweetheard it's the weekends go and join the other kids and have fun, do your teenage thing'' My Beta's wife Emerald told sweetly.
'' I, I like to hel.. and I'l be of to the lybrary later for a project, but I'll be back before dinner, to help'' I said at the same time grabbing the basket of oranges to make fresh juice for the pack. The elderly pack members are always sweet to me and care me as if I'm their own.
they we're all once my parents best friends, they care about me and always made sure I was provided and be save until I'm old enough to lead my own life. But as sweet as they all are, I coudn't say the same about all of their childrens.
'' alright sweetie, just make sure to be on time'' Luna Stardust said
'' Do you have cash dear, or maybe you want to go shop'' Alpha Midnight asked walking in the kitchen, I shook my head giving them a sweet smile
' No thank you Alpha, I'' I said getting back to work on my oranges while the adults started conversing on their own,
. I am luucky to be in this packe where we have the best Alpha, Beta, Delta and Luna but I am not sure hows to future will be, knoing that Amazone is their son, all of their childrens bullies me physically and verbaly.I am just not sure what the future is going to lead us with.
to be continued...
