One in a million (SHINee Jonghyun Oneshot)

Jonghyun's Girl

Here he was at my unit again. I guess he’s not busy. And he was alone. No sign of Taemin. And I guess he has something that’s bothering him. He looked so sad and angry?? I’m not sure. What’s wrong with him again??

“We need to talk.” He told me and entered my unit. He sat at the sofa comfortably. He’s doing what he wants again. He’s been like that now. The scared puppy was gone. He’s not afraid of so many things now unlike before except for one thing. LOVE.

He’s afraid of it. Ever since the break up between him and Se Kyung he’s been afraid. He’s afraid to love again. He’s playing around girls a lot now only to hide it. But no one knows that except me and him and the company. He’s been warned many times about it. But he still kept on doing it.

“What’s wrong? Girl problem again?” I asked him and sat the sofa across him. I knew him by heart. He nodded and stood up.

He walked passed me and went to the fridge. He searched for something to eat or drink. He’s like the owner of my unit. He even knew the pass code of my unit. Aigoo. He’s being a headache for me now. It’s really hard to be the best friend of this guy; especially now that he has became an idol.

He found some sodas on the fridge. He opened two cans and gave one for me. He sat down on the sofa again like a boss. He smirked. What’s really wrong with him??

“You know, there’s this girl…” He started talking about girls again. Ever since Se Kyung broke up with him, I only hear girl problems from him. And that hurts me a lot. Yes it hurts knowing that he only sees me as his best friend. I’m the stupid best friend who falls in love with him.

“Uh-huh. Just continue talking; I’m listening.” I told him, urging him to talk freely. I’m preparing my heart now for another episode of pain.

I’m still not used to it though it happens all the time. My stupid heart kept getting hurt and I kept on getting jealous though I know I don’t have the right to be. Gladly I could hide all those feelings from him.

“I’ve known her for so long but it’s only now that I’ve realized I love her. I guess I was too late because he’s been claimed by another man now.” He told me finishing the can of soda. He was acting like drinking an alcoholic beverage. I guess he’s really hurting now. He has only been like that after Se Kyung broke up with him. I guess he really likes that girl he’s talking about.

“It’s because you’re too dumb. Now she’s gone. Sometimes you’ll only realize the true value of what you had when it’s already gone. Pabo-yah!” I nagged at him, teasing him a little. Yes he’s really a fool. He can’t even notice the way I look at him. He can’t even notice that I was getting jealous now. He’s not just dumb but also numb. Aisst.

“I know I was a fool. But that guy was just fooling her. I badly wanted to tell her that his boyfriend was cheating on her. Don’t you know it hurts knowing that? Because I don’t want to hurt her.” He told me with a sad expression all over his face. Tears were forming in his precious lovely eyes. I was shocked at his words. Does he love that girl now? I envy her, whoever she is.

“How did you know that the guy was just fooling her?” I curiously asked. I’m really curious now. Was he even following the girl’s boyfriend?