It Matters To Me {Narry AU}

Chapter XV

Niall's POV

"You ready to go to bed, Eddie?" I tucked my son in bed.

"Can daddy sing to me first?" He asked, pulling the covers up hiding his mouth so only i could see above his nose.

I smiled and nodded. "Of course." I walked out of the room to get Harry. As i walked into our bedroom I didn't see Harry there, so i looked in Louis' room.

He was sitting on his bed. "Harry what are you doing in Louis' room?" I asked. "Nothing." I rolled my eyes, and said, "Eddie wants you to sing to him."

He smiled, "Ok." He got up and kissed my cheek. "I love you." He whispered in my ear which made me smile. "I love you too." I replied.

Harry went into Eddie's room. I went into our bedroom which was right next door to Eddie's room.

Eddie's room used to be our guest room, but we can't use it as a guest room anymore.

I got into my pajamas as i heard Harry singing, "Thinking Out Loud" by Ed Sheeran softly to Eddie. I smiled when i heard his voice. He tells me i'm a good singer, when he's the one who should've won a grammy by now.

I got into bed. Harry came into the room and removed his shirt, and put on a baggy green bay packers shirt. Then he took off his pants and put on matching green bay packers pajama pants.

"Someone likes american football." I joked. Harry laughed. "I just wanted to match." He said back.

He got into bed right next to me. He kissed my lips and said goodnight. "I love you." I said to him quietly. "I love you more." He said as we both slowly drifted off to sleep.

*Dream/flashback*

"Louis i don't wanna do this without Harry." I said in tears.

"Niall, i'm sorry, but Harry isn't coming, you have to give birth to this baby." Louis said back to me.

Everything hurt really bad, i was in labor, and the baby was coming right now.

Louis leaned over and hugged me, sweaty and all.

"Niall, you can do this." He said as he released. I nodded. Louis grabbed my hand.

"Ok you can push now as we count down from 10." The midwife told me.

i started pushing as they counted down. I was still crying, i still missed Harry.

They repeated the process many times, i couldn't count.

"The baby's almost here!" She yelled. "Push really hard now." I did as she told me, through all the tears.

I kept pushing and pushing. It hurt so much.

"Her he is!" She said as all the pain went away.

She handed my son to me. He was covered in this white stuff, but i didn't care. He was crying very loudly.

I was holding my son in my hands. "Good job, Niall, i told you, you could do it." Louis said.

"Thank you so much Louis." I smiled for the first time today.

•End of dream/flashback•

I woke up to the phone ringing. Harry's arms where wrapped around my body. I got out of his grasp and grabbed my phone, and answered the call.

"Health and Care Medical Hospital, we wish to talk to Niall Horan." I heard for the hundredth time.

"Niall Horan speaking."

"Yes, i'm going to put you on the phone with Dr. Gram."

"Ok."

"Hello, Mr. Horan, i think you'd rather hear this in person than over the phone. Can you come?"

I covered my mouth. "Y-yeah, i'm on my way."

I hung up.

"Harry, Harry wake up!" I yelled shaking him. "Woah, woah, what is it?" He asked stretching. "Dr. Gram just called me and said, he needs me at the hospital right now." "Wait really?" "Yes! Now get Eddie and let's go!"

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We arrived at the hospital and Dr. Gram caught my eye right away. He slowly walked up to me.

"I think we should sit down." He sat as he sat down in the chair. We sat down too.

"W-where's Louis?" I asked.

He cleared his throat and began talking.

"So we decided we'd do a surgery, because we looked at pictures of his lungs from his previous surgery and saw that we could repair his lungs and get him back to normal, but..."

I covered my mouth, as a tear ran down my face, i knew how this was going to end.

"His lungs had been infected for too long now, that when we opened him up, his lungs weren't functioning properly, when we tried to repair the damage, he wasn't breathing, he tried everything we could to get him to breath, but it wasn't working...slowly after that, his heart stopped."

I started shaking my head. "No, no, he isn't dead." I mumbled to myself as tears were streaming down my cheeks.

"I'm sorry, but Louis died this morning at 4:32." I covered my mouth with both of my hands as Harry held me.

"Wait, what's wrong daddy?" Eddie asked with a worried look on his face.

I looked at Eddie and said, "Uncle Louis is gone, he's in a better place now." I said as i placed him in my lap.

"Wait, can i see him, though?" Eddie asked, as i shook my head. "But why not? He's not..." Eddie knew, he just didn't want to. I looked at Harry who was crying just as much as me.

"No, he promised i'd see him again." Eddie started crying. "He never breaks a promise. Never." I hugged Eddie tightly as he started sobbing.

"I'm so, sorry." Dr. Gram said. "I've never met someone as happy as Louis, and he was going through some serious pain, but he was always smiling. He was probably my favorite patient." He said.

"At least the pain is over." Dr. Gram smiled weakly at me and shook my hand.

"Thank you." I said in tears, He nodded at me and left.

"We have to go." I said as i picked up Eddie, who was crying really hard, and grabbed Harry's hand.

We got into the car. "He's really not coming home." Harry said.

"No...he's not."

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A/N

Hi omg i'm so emo. I can't believe i just killed Louis.

This fanfic might end soon, thanks for reading!

I know your probably super emo rn, i promise to make the next chapter happier:)

Ilysm!

-Olivia