Blades POV
I'm such a fucking retard. Why would I yell at him like that I still like him, scratch that I love him. God dammit I promised myself I wouldn't fall in love, all love gets you is hurt and broken. Fuck why did I actually have to meet him why couldn't I just have dirty fantasies and be happy, no I just had to fucking meet him GOD FUCKING DAMMIT. "FUCKING HELL" I scream at no one in particular. Why did I have to fall in love, and he's a fucking serial killer which makes it so much worse, if I get caught near him I could go to juvey again. That's it I'm finally gonna do it I'm gonna kill my self. No I'm not I can't I'm to much of a fucking pussy to. Ugh I just wanna listen to music and sleep all day. I go over to my CD'S and grab Pierce the veil's collide with the sky album and put it in my stereo. Hold on till may plays and I sing along to it, "she sits up high surrounded by the sun one million branches and she loves everyone mom and dad did you search for me I've been out here so long I'm going crazy..." I'm such a fuck up. Why did I have to flip the fuck out, Jesus fucking Christ. "Wow I say actually think fuck a lot. I also say it a lot." Ugh why do I always fuck things up all I do is fuck them up, I should've killed myself that night I should've jumped I should've took the pills. Why didn't I. Mine as well do it now.
I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while a few things have happened and I'm also really lazy but any way this was more of a filler chapter and it's also really short. Well anyway I hope you liked it and yeah that stuff. Okay well I'm gonna go read more fan fictions so bye.
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I'm in love with Jeff the Killer
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