Al's POV
When I heard that. My body froze. I-I don't know what to say. Nauna na ako pumasok sa loob. Dumersto ako sa kitchen at kumuha ng alak. I want to get drunk. So.. He is the father? Ang sakit lang.
"I still can't believe your here Renz" I heard
Hindi na niya ba ako mahal? Tch. Bakit pa niya ko mamahalin? May Renz na siya. Uminom ako ng uminom hanggang sa lumapit sakin si Ands.
"Bro, tama na yan lasing ka na" sabi niya
" *hik* Shinong lashing? A-ako? Shus! Hindi ako lashing *hik* no!"
"Hindi daw. Bakit ka kasi nagpapakalasing ha?"
"Gushto mong *hik* malaman? Kashi mahal ko siya, mahal na mahal at nasasaktan ako na may mahal na siyang iba. Mahal na mahal kita Inah!" sigaw ko habang umiiyak. Its gay but I don't care. For the 4 years I've waited eto ang matatanggap ko? Wow lang! Ang sakit eh. Dito o, dito sa letche kong puso! Ang tanga tanga ko kasi, nung nandiyan pinakawalan ko kaya eto. Tch. Iinom na lang ako dito.
"Bro, matulog ka na nga lang. Ihahatid na kita sa isang guest room dito" sabi ni Ands.
"Ayoko. Dito lang ako!" at uminom nanaman.
"Ang kulit mo! Bahala ka nga diyan!" naiinis na sabi ni Ands at iniwan ako dito.
"Hello! Why are you drinking po?" nagulat ako na nasa tabi ko na pala si Ace.
"Uhmm you don't understand pa. Your still a baby, maybe when your a big boy na. Ok?" then I pat his head.
"Ok! But why did you shouted that you love my mom?"
Narinig niya pala yun. I sigh.
"Because that's what I feel and I want the world to know that I love your Mom so much." I smiled. I look at him. He looks like Inah. Buti na lang kung hindi. Napailing na lang ako.
"I want to do that too!" tuwang tuwang sabi niya.
"Your inlove? Your still a baby!" gulat kong tanong.
"Yes! With my Mom" then he stand up in the chair, inalalayan ko siya baka malaglag.
"I love you Mommy!!" he shouted. Inah look at our direction then smile. How I want that smile.
"I love you too baby" Inah said.
Umupo na ulit si Ace at kumuha ng cookies. Ang cute niya kumain. Haha kalat kalat, ang dungis na niya tuloy. Kumuha ako ng tissue at pinunasan ko yung bibig niya. Tumingin siya sakin.
"Thank you" he said then eat again.
"Welcome. Anyway, what is your full name?" I ask. He look at me then answer my question.
"My name is Alexander Ace Rolfedrev. You po?" A-alexander? W-why?
"Alexander Smith" I said then his eyes widened.
"Really? Yehey! We have the same name! Engeleng!" Haha. Ang cute niya magtagalog. I pat his head then smile.
"Tito, can you carry me? I'm sleepy" he said.
"Of course" then I carry him. He rest his head on my shoulder. There is a strange feeling. I shook my head then let him sleep. Nawala na yung lasing ko.
Ang gaan ng loob ko dito sa batang to kahit na anak siya ni Inah sa ibang lalaki umaasa parin ako na sana akin tong bata. Alam kong may nangyari samin at hindi ako gumamit ng proteksyon non. Ito na lang ang pag asa ko.
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