My star (baekhyun one shot)

SUPER B

I always thought that he can never love me back. I knew from the start that loving him will make me cry. But what can i do?

My heart says that i love him.

My hearts beats for him.

They said that follow your heart because it will lead you to happiness, but for me even if i follow my heart it will just lead me to a great sadness.

LOVING him is like a STAR, i can dream of him but i can only watch him from afar and i can never reach him.

Every body said that i'll regret it one day for loving him, but i told them i will never regret everything even if it hurts because this is what i chose to do.

IDOLIZING HIM FROM AFAR.

Every fangirl dreamed to marry her bias but the legend said that they are PETERPAN and we fangirls are they're TINKERBELL, later on peterpan will soon find his WENDY while tinkerbell watches them from afar. Which is true.

Im an EXO's fangirl. I liked BYUN BAEKHYUN since they debuted. He captured my tiny heart with his charms. Which i love the most. I like calling him my SUPER B cause for me he's my superman but he's killing me every day with his charms and those smile of him that makes my heart flattered. Im one of the owners of his biggest fansite which is HYDROPHOENIX. I followed him everyday. Wherever they go were always there beside them. They're every performances, fansigning events, when they're guests on variety shows, radio shows and even they're concert in different countries were always present. Everyday is a very hassle day, but seeing them happy, it fadeds away.

I took many pictures of Super B and upload it on his fansites to update international and other fans.

Then they're SOLO concert came, i bought a S.V.I.P ticket so i can see Super B closely. As they introduce their self Super B smiled at me! I don't know if it's me or did Super B just smiled at my CAMERA? It makes my heart flattered for the first time Super B notice me. I will never forget this day Super B gave me his first smile. In every minute and every second of they're concert he always gazed at my camera. He even sometimes point at my camera and give another smile. There are many fans here inside the dome yet Super B is giving me all his attention which makes my heart skips a beat. At the end of their concert, they said they're farewells and start leaving the stage. I put my DSLR camera down and stares at Super B while he walks towards the back stage.

I waited for them outside and checked in the hotel where they will spend the night. I was just right across they're room.

I went outside of my room to go somewhere, as unexpectedly Super B was in the same elevator. My heart skips another beat.

'Super B if ever you're planning to kill me, you already succeed. Why are you doing this to me?'

I can feel that he's gazing over me. As i was really curious i tilt my head over him then he suddenly smiled at me.

'Those perfect smile of yours is giving me a heartattack.'

I awkwardly smiled back at him.

The next day, they are having a fansigning event, i bought another S.V.I.P ticket to see him closely and get his first autograph. I started to fall in line.

'I wish he remebered me last night.'

But im sure he can't. Only 1 person left and i can finally get his autograph. Then it's already my turn. He signed it and looked at me with his perfect brown orbs.

"oh?" he surprisingly said.

I was surprised by his sudden reaction, did i do something wrong?

"You're the girl last night on the elevator right? And you're on our concert last night right?" he curiously asked.

I never knew he would remember. I just nodded slowly at him then he smiled at me again with his rectangular smile and his irresistable eyesmile.

'Please Super B stop killing me!!!'

And then another day ended. This is my everyday routine i go home, went for they're another schedule, take pictures of him and upload it. That is my everyday life cycle. I always ask myself, am i that lucky that Super B's attention is focusing to me?

It always happened for the past 1 year. I felt something really special coming from him. And on their another concert, he gives a plushy toy directly at me.

But i always kept in mind that he's an idol, he can't love a fan. I will always be a fan in his eyes and im just another fan in the crowd supporting them.

As i can predict the future,

HYDROPHOENIX closed up for good. I will no longer follow him around and i will just continue my studies and get on my real life. I choose to erase Super B in my mind once in for all. But i will never forget that he become a big part in my life. I just wish he will soon find his wendy.

"Hey! EXO is having another concert here. Let's go!" a friend of mine said who's also an exostan.

"No thanks, im not interested, you can just go by yourself."

"Com'on it's been so long since the last time you saw your Super B!" she said while poking my shoulders.

Yes, she's right. It's been a long time since the last time i saw him. It's already been 4 years since i last saw his perfect smile and those irresistable eyes of him.

It's already the day of EXO's concert. My friend forces me to come. Since i can't resist my friend i have no choice but to come.

The concert starts already. They performed then fall in line to introduce they're self. I didn't notice a tear fell on my cheeks. I remember the first time he give his precious smile at me.

I watched him performed again. He never loses his perfect rectangular smile, his irresistable eyesmile and his harmonize voice lingering on my eardrums.

After 4 years of sacrifice, not able to see him and get updates about him, it all faded away as i saw him again which makes it to bring up the painful past. His gaze turned to me, after a long time he makes my heart skips a beat again as he smiled at me. At the beginning of they're concert up to the end, my tears continuesly flowing down my cheeks.

'It will be the last time i will hear your angelic voice. This is a real goodbye Super B. Thanks for everything, thanks for being my inspiration everyday, and for making my heart skips a beat everytime you smiled at me. I will miss your irresistable eyesmile, your melodic voice and those smile you give me.

I'd erase you in my mind for 4 years already, so i think it won't be hard if you faded in my memory FOREVER right?'

They're concert ended already, i told my friend that i will stay for a while in the dome. There were no people left in the dome, except the staffs cleaning every inch of the big room.

I took a deep breath and make my way outside the dome then suddenly a soft hand held my palm. I turned around and in my surprise it was the guy who always makes my heart skips a bit every time i saw his smile.

'SUPER B'

I saw his perfect smile again which make tears fall on my soft cheeks.

"Please stop! I can't produce tears anymore!" I said as i wipe the tears off my cheeks.

"It's been a long time since i last saw you. Where have you been?" he said then his perfectly fit body pressed againts mine.

"I missed you so much! Please don't leave me again. It's so painful everyday not seeing you in the crowd." he said and hugged me tightly.

"I LOVE YOU!" He whispered on my ears.

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