Maybe Next Time Around (The Vamps Fanfic)

Chapter Four

Soooooo sorry for not updating, just been really busy.. 

- Ellie // Twitter: @ffsgrier Tumblr: h-rmed

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Ava's POV

Brad has been ignoring me all day and I feel unbelievably guilty. I never meant for the words to slip out of my mouth they just did and now everything has become even worse.

*FLASHBACK START*

We were walking through the streets, on our way back to the apartment, from the after party of Can We Dance. James, Tristan and Connor were staggering infront of me, Brad had his arm draped over my shoulder, helping me walk and Louise.. Well I don't even know where she is.. 

''Thank you for h-helping me.'' I said, stuttering. ''It's Ok.'' Brad said. He wasn't even the slighest bit drunk. He obviously paced himself unlike me. ''You would have been a great dadddd...'' I said smiling, and dragging the word 'dad' on. Brad stopped walking and furrowed his eyebrows. ''What do you mean, I would have been a great dad?'' He asks. ''I-um-I'' I couldn't get my words out. Suddenly becoming more sober, I turned to walk away. Brad grabbed my wrist and turned me to face him. ''Answer me.'' He said, staring at me. ''I-Well..It was when you left.. and I didn't want to ruin your relationship. So.. I got an ab-'' He cut me off. ''YOU'RE SO FUCKING SELFISH!'' He said, beginning to walk away. I grabbed his hand and he turned to face me. He looked down at our hands entangled and pulled his hand away. ''How am I selfish? If anything you are, leaving me like that.. All I did was think about your relationship and about how much a baby would ruin it.'' I said, getting slightly aggrivated. ''BUT YOU DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME, YOU KEPT IT A SECRET FOR SO LONG AND YOU JUST EXPECT ME TO BE FINE WITH IT?!'' At this point, James, Tristan and Connor had stopped walking. Well staggering.. And had turned to face us. I didn't answer. I didn't know what to say, words were jumbled around in my head and I couldn't even form a sentence.

Brad looked at me, anger in his eyes and stormed off. ''What was that all about?'' James asked. ''Nothing.'' I said harshly, and began to walk after Brad. I didn't even care that I was rude to James, right now I need to talk to Brad. He had obviously ran home because I couldn't see him in the dark streets. I began to pick up my pace, suddenly feeling alone and the tiniest bit scared. I wrapped my red jacket, around my body tighter, and carried on walking.

I arrived home, to be greeted with silence.. I flicked on the light, feeling blinded for a few seconds, before regaining my eyesight. I walked into the kitchen. No one there. I walked down the hall, to Brad's room. No one there. As I was about to open the bathroom door, I heard sobs coming from inside. Oh god no. I opened the door slightly, just enough so I could see inside. There sitting on the bath, with red puffy eyes, was Brad. A surge of guilt, hit me like a tonne of bricks.

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Sorry, about it being so short but I'll be updating more often now.

- Ellie // Twitter: @ffsgrier Tumblr: h-rmed

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