Something About her.

~Chapter 12~

"I've got sunshine on a cloudy day, when it's cold outside I've got the month of May. I guess you'd say what can make me feel this way? My girl talkin' 'bout my girl. I've got so much honey the bees envy me. I've got a sweeter song than the birds in the trees. I guess you'd say what can make me feel this way? My girl Talkin' 'bout my girl."~The Temptations.

I couldn't stand to watch her and Tom be all lovey dovey together so I jogged home in tears. I ran straight to my room and picked up my phone, I wanted to call my mum but I didn't have the guts to talk about my feelings because I know I'll end in tears, I locked myself in my room and watched the interview again and again until I got to the point when I realised what a mess I've made. I can't believe I said those things about Lilly that was proper harsh and it was mean actually. What kind of a boyfriend am I? I lay in bed with my phone on my stomach hoping someone would call me, but no one did. Maybe Lilly's moving on, maybe this wasn't meant to be. But there's something about her that keeps me wanting more.

"Now, I'm having second thoughts about us I think I like it like it was I know I shut the system down

But now I wanna bring it back up. We need to reset, don't wanna regret not making it up with you.

You and I are fading from the screen can we prevent a freeze? We're losing power, and we're spinning down suddenly back up... dedicated now. We crashed, but we can turn it around and around and around after a reset."~Charice

I was flicking through all of my contacts on my phone and it came to the contact called "Good Morning England". Then I had an idea that I hope would sort this all out. I called them and organised another interview for One Direction tomorrow morning and they said it was all sorted and we needed to get there by 8am, so I needed to tell the boys. This was all a rush but if this was the only way to win her back then I am going to do it. I forced a smile on my face and ran out my room to tell the boys, I interrupted they're game of twister.

"Hazza play with us, gonna do an all nighter" Liam muttered placing his hand on the yellow spot

"Nah we can't do an all nighter we're leaving early tomorrow" I said looking away

"hahaha you curly boy stop fooling around we have nothing planned for tomorrow" Louis commented

"No I am serious, today I saw Lilly and Tom together because she broke up with me from what I said on the last interview, so I booked another interview with them tomorrow morning sorry for the late notice." I said sitting on the floor

"OH bum now I am out of the game thanks HARRY" Zayn added with a mad face.

"Oh i am so sorry Harry about you an Lilly" Niall said looking up at me focusing on the game

Now that they all knew I left the room because I didn't want to ruin they're fun by me being depressing. I went to the kitchen since I am so hungry cos I've basically been starving myself. I opened the fridge and there was Lilly's secret stash of strawberry jelly it put a smile on my face. I didn't eat much just her jelly and a massive meatball baguette and I was good. I left the pile of her clothes at the end of my bed hoping she would come back for them. I went to bed hoping for the best tomorrow wishing for a reset with her.

~Next Day 7:30am~

I was the first one to get up and do everything, I even picked out our outfits and they actually look pretty good to be honest all colour coordinated.

"Hazza bus is here let's roll" Louis yelled down the hallway

"Ok one sec" I replied checking I had everything with me

Last time I was in this room I was broken and upset but hopefully when I return back to my room she'll be mine.

We got on the bus and I continuously asking if we were there, once we got closer and closer I started to shake a little because I was nervous in case I messed this up, but it was to late to go back now. We were actually late for the interview so once we got off the bus we had to run on stage with no makeup or anything...oh well. Oh my it's that really cheesy interviewer Amanda grrrrr how much I hate her. The crowd was clapping in our presence.

"Once again let's welcome One Direction!" Amanda said with that cheesy tone to her voice

"So what brings you back here" she said folding her legs

Me and the boys said that I would answer most of the questions since I wanted this interview.

"Well I am here to change what I said the last time I was here" I said

"Oh about this Lilly who was stealing our favourite heartthrob?" she asked looking straight at me

I stood up and stood in front of the main camera nearly squashing my face into the lens.

"Look this is dedicated to Lilly Miles she knows who she is. Lilly when I met you I knew in an instant that you had something, I don't know what you had but I needed that. You stole my heart and you know it. That lie I made about not going to Calais with you was mean straight up. Those 2 days with you were the best two days of my life, you don't know how much you mean to me. Your not just another girl or a random fan your my girl." I said having flash backs, I was going to cry the crowd was silent I walked off stage.

"Well then Harry, we'll be back after this short break" Amanda said in shock

I hid in the corner of out dressing room trying to call my mum. The boys were looking for me I could hear them calling my name.

"Harry mate?" Louis said calling out for me

"I am here" I replied covering my face with my panda hat.

"What you did out there was amazing Harry and I am sure she felt that" Liam said patting my shoulder.

"Look you can go home if you want and me and the boys will finish the interview, think you need a cool off" Zayn added.

They helped me up and I decided to go home and leave the rest of the interview with the boys. I was on the bus on my own trying to call Lilly hoping that she watched it. I looked out the window and reminisced the times we had together. I got home and locked my self in my room and lay in bed doing some paper origami, made roses and it reminded me of her since her middle name was rose. I gave it my all today but I don't know if it was enough.

Somethings you can take things back and make it right, but sometimes you can't.

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A/N

Hey guys,

So do you think Harry has done enough to win Lilly back? How will she take it, or has she moved on? Update soon, please check out my Zayn Malik story too! thanks Rachyy'xo