Meeting Kylie Jenner and falling in love with Mateo Arias

21. Nightmare

Chapter 21. Nightmare

Stars pov

Its been a week since the incident at the store, me, Kendall and Kylie have been taking self defence classes. Luckily no one has tried to attack or kidnap up since that night. It was uneasy sleeping the first few nights, iv been up every couple of hours, iv had about 3 hours sleep each night and im very tired. Iv had terrible nightmares. Each night Kendall and Kylie would come rushing into my room to comfort me. They asked about it but i can never find the courage to tell them, just incase it became real. After the first 2 nights of me waking them up, they decided just to stay in my room with me, i didn't have the nightmare with them sleeping beside me. Worst part is Mateo has been away all week filming.

Nightmare

I was on my way home from the store, Kylie left me. Someone had been following us but i didn't no who. Just as i was about to turn a corner, someone grabbed me from behind, put a bag over my head and tied my hands and feet together. I got injected and got knocked out. I woke up and it seemed like years had passed, i found myself lying on a bed with my hands and feet handcuffed to bed posts. I didn't no where i was but 2 shadows were stood at the bottom of the bed, i tried screaming but my mouth had been taped. I could make out that the shadows by their bodies. One was a boy and the other a girl. They had ski masks on so i couldn't see their faces and hoods up so i couldn't see their hair. They beat me up everyday.

Next 10 years(in dream)

I was still in the same place on the same bed, i was allowed to eat and go to the toilet twice a day. They would show me pictures of my family, Kris looked happier than ever, Khloe moved away with Lamar. Mateo, Kylie, Kendall, Jaden and Moises having lunch together laughing. They would say things like: *Still no one to save you* *Kris hasn't never tried* *No one remembers you now* *Nobody wants you* *your a hoe, a slut, a nobody* *you might as well die* *you should have stayed closer to Mateo then he might love you more* I still didn't no who the boy and girl were. Then they would both start sexually assaulting before they showed me the articles.

They would show me News articles about me. "Kris Jenner hasn't attempted to find adopted daughter Star" "Kardashians happier than ever" "Star Jenner still not found, did she run away?" "Sisters Kendall, Kylie and the MSFTS clique tried to find 6th member but failed" "young MSFTS not giving up search for best friend after 5 years?" "Quote from Kendall and Kylie Jenner talking about their missing Sister Star 'The 3 of us are like 1 person, We aren't 1 person if 1/3 of us has been took. We aren't whole anymore, a large piece of us has been taken away and it hurts so bad' Jenner sisters lost without their other third?" "Young Jenner sisters Kendall and Kylie commit suicide after failing to find their adopted sister Star Jenner"

End of Nightmare

Once they told me Kendall and Kylie had died i would always wake up screaming and crying. My nightmare of Kendall and Kylie went the same except they got kidnapped and Kris spent millions of dollars to find them. Does that mean she doesn't really love me?  Does any of the family actually see me as a part of their family or is it just for media attention? NO i shouldn't think that way, of corse they love me. Khloe, Kendall and Kylie do. Or are they the only ones that do.

The nightmares were horrible. But to add to the stress, i woke up to a letter 2 days ago. A death letter. I was told to stay away from Ken, Ky, the family and the boys. Otherwise i was dead, they will come to get me. Then they would get the people i loved and kill them as well.

So for the last 2 days iv stayed in my room. Only leaving when i had my self defence classes, when i went to eat, which was once and i didn't even eat it. Last night the nightmare came. I woke up at the same point in the nightmare and Kendall and Kylie were at my door trying to get in, they couldn't of corse because i locked the door. I got my diary and wrote what happened in the nightmares, what time it was and how i felt. Which was scared and confused, why was i having them.