I NEED HELP!

Breathe

"Breathe," she tells me all the time you wont get it all out If you are constantly getting upset im just here to help.

Okay Okay let me relax.

"So what happened March 3, 2010 Meca?" Dr. Tresha

"Uhh " I said

Dr. Tresha "Heyy, close you eyes, relax and go back to that day. Now try it again"

I'm at the barn.

Dr. Tresha "what's the barn? where is this barn?"

It's in Allen, Texas its a house where he stayed. We all called it the barn because it really did look like a barn but I guess it was built and colored like that.

"Tell me why you are here. Take me inside with you" Dr. Tresha stated.

Okay. Well I remember I'm here for my friend Joseph his family is having a lil party I can't remember why back then either I just wanted to go to get out the house. When I walked inside I seen a house full of people eating and having a good time.

"okay sounds like a good time did you join in?" she said

Just a little bit.

" what did you do?"

I made myself a plate. I went into the back yard with the boys and listen to them talk or argue about boy stuff like sports. There was this one guy I couldn't stop looking at. I  didn't know his name but from the looks of it he had to be one of  Joseph two brothers Jonathon or Ian.

"what happened next" Dr. Tresha pushed on.

I walked back into the house and sat on the stairs on my phone hoping to find some entertainment with that when he pushed my phone out of my hand.

"Who"

The guy I said I kept looking at.

"did you ask him his name?"

Yeah after I gave him the evil eye I asked 'who are  to be pushing my phone out my hand?'

"My name is  Ian Jos big brother, I came messed with you because you look terribly bored at my family house right now I don't blame you cause I am too. But I remember Jos(family nickname) said you was coming and I wanted to met you because I get tired of him talking bout this "sister" that my mom didn't give birth too" Ian explained jokingly.

"Now how did that make you feel" Dr. Tresha asked.

"It made me feel good that at least some really noticed me besides my best friend Josy(my nickname for Joseph). It also made me feel a lil bit more welcomed.