Deep

THIRTEEN

Brielle

I still don't know how to break the story to Chad, or even Julian! I don't know why, but it feels like everything is my fault! Chad needs to hurry up and get home! He doesn't know what his missing presence is doing to me. I kinda feel bad because I'm using Trey to replace Chad's absence, Trey claims he doesn't mind but it's kinda awkward at times knowing Trey still might have a crush on me.

I'm still contemplating whether if I should tell Chad about the kiss or not. Chad been M.I.A that I have to catch him up on so much shit, and half of that shit isn't even good news.

He needs to be a good boyfriend and bring his ass home.

So much of his family members came into town for his mothers funeral in a few weeks and is curious about Chad absence. I had to get in touch with Chad's aunt [Don't remember her? Check chapter 12 of Jealous] to get half of the numbers and inform Chad's family about the devastating and tragic loss.

"Brielle, can I get Scooby doo fruit snacks?" Julian asked hoping out of the cart and running to retrieve the candy

I laughed "Sure, but that's enough candy for the week."

"Cool!" He said throwing it in the cart and hopping back in the shopping cart examining the back of the box

"Okay Julian. What do you want to eat for dinner tonight?" I asked picking up some shrimp from the freezer department

"Hmm." He said thinking

I smiled. He resembles Chad so much, and barely any Ashley. Would I be a bitch to say that I'm fucking relieved that Julian have none of her looks?

"Brielle, why you looking at me like that?" He asked smiling

I swear to god he is like a mini Chad. Chad would say it exactly like that, while his nose would wrinkle. He stood up in the cart and rested his hands on my shoulder. I smiled and pulled his ass in a hug.

"Because, I love you so much. And I'm happy to have you and Chad in my life. I wish you was my own." I admitted

Too bad he doesn't know what I really mean.

"I love you too. When you and Chad get married, you'll be my sister!" He exclaimed

No Julian, ill be you're step mother.

I sighed and ran my hands over my shirt feeling my tattoo like braile. Chad. Maybe we would get married one day and hopefully give Julian a little brother or sister. Hopefully a little girl. I don't need another little Chad running 'round here breaking hearts.

"Can we go to the toys section?" He asked with hope in his eyes

"Of course." I made my way through the aggressive ass Walmart shoppers to the toy section.

Julian hopped out of the cart and ran to a transformers car. Bumblebee. I Laughed and parked the cart next to him.

My phone then rang and I picked it up

"Yo, where yall at?"

"At Walmart. Come through." I said

"Aight, I'm on my way." He said hanging up

"Julian." I called to get his attention

"Yeah?" He asked barely looking up

"I'm in the next aisle. Right there. " I pointed "Yell if something is wrong."

"Okay." He said returning back to the car

Julian is smart enough. When his ass got lost in Toys R Us he just waited for me at the cash resisters by the entrance. He wasn't worried at all. I got a big boy on my hands. I'm just trying to get this new Nintendo Ds for him so he won't be lonely.

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Julian would offen come to check up on me to see if I was okay. I've been in this damn aisle confused on which fucking Ds to get him.

"Brielle? Is that you?" I heard a familar voice next to me a few feet away looking at the x box one.

My eyes widen at who was now standing before me.

"K-Kenny?" I said feeling tears about to come down

"Damn Bri. I missed you." He said coming up to me

Trey then tapped my shoulder and I spun around. I hugged him amd let go.

"Where little man at?" He asked not even noticing Kenny

"Toy aisle." I simply said trying to get back to Kenny asap

"Aight." He said walking off

"That's you?" Kenny asked smiling

"Him? No, oh hell no." I said shaking my head

He chuckled and put his hands in his pockets staring at me.

I looked down to the floor and blushed. I looked up and saw he was looking down also.

I walked up to him and pulled his ass in a tight hug. He wrapped his hands around me with no hesitation. I started to cry and I heard him breathing heavy into my neck.

"I miss you guys so much. And I wish what happened never would've happened." I said into his chest

"I miss you. Shit we all missed you. Just know we never stopped loving you. Chris, Angelo, and 'em forgive you. After we heard you show up at Ashley's crib, all hell broke loose."

"Listen, I have a new number." I started digging in my bag for a pen

I pulled out my favorite bic purple pen as he chuckled. I wrote my number small on his hand and pulled him in another hug.

"Please call me whenever you can." I said kissing his cheek

"Alright." He said slipping his hands in has pocket

I smiled at him and went to Julian and Trey smiling.