Why is it him? (Bipper)

Bill's Mistake - Chapter 5

Dipper's pov

I avoided Bill all day after what happened last night. I'm afraid that it's all fake & if it is then I'm just going to get hurt. I can't do that again. This went on for a week. Bill was not happy with it. I walked up to my room & layed down. Why can't this all be simple? I heard the door open & pretended not to notice. "I know your awake Pinetree." Bill said sitting on the bed. "Listen Pinetree if you want me to leave I will." He said staring at the floor. "No! I-I mean this is your house to now, so I can't tell you to leave." "Then why why are you avoiding me? I thought I finally got through to you." He said softly. "I-I... you see... It's just." I couldn't find a complete sentence as I stood up & walked out the door. I ran to the forest. I sat by the edge of the lake. I hate myself. No only am I running away from my problems but I've also hurt Bill. Why can't this all be easy? I started to cry. Soon I fell asleep to a empty dream.

When I woke up I didn't know how long I was out for. When I got home Mabel ran to me. "Where were you? Bill's out looking for you!" She asked shaking me. "I just took a walk. I'm fine. I'm just going to go up stairs & go to bed night." I walked up stairs & layed down. I heard to door open. I looked up to see Bill. "H-Hey Bill..." He looked at me. "Ohhhh~ Helloooo~ Pinetree." He stumbled in. "Bill are you ok?" I asked walking up to him. "Yeah~ But Pinetree I think you can still help me.~"  He said backing up to a wall. "H-How?" He smelt like beer & liquor. He smashed his lips to mine. I tryed to push him away, but failed. He grabbed the lining of my pants & gave it a little tug. He started to undo my pants I knead him in the balls. I ran over to the door with tears running down my face. "Your just as bad as Mike!" I yelled & ran to Mabels room. That night I slept with her.

Bill's pov

The next Morning I woke up with a hangover. I sat up then suddenly the door swung open with a bang. "You fucking asshole! I told you that Dipper was already messed up & you go & do that! " Shooting star yelled grabbing my shirt & punched me. Suddenly a reply of last night came running through. The last thing he said to me stung like hell. 'Your just as bad as Mike.' "Oh My God what did I do last night? Did I hurt?" "No it's coolyou just traumatized him that's all. She said sarcastically while glaring at me. "I have to apologize! Mabel please I was stupid & I was drunk I shouldn't have hurt him!" She sighed. "Fine he's gone for a walk go." She said pushing me out the door. I snapped my fingers & looked everywhere. I ended up at the lake, wanting to drown myself. Knowing it would never work I didn't bother. Suddenly I heard a voice & hid in the tree. "Ugh! Why can't I stop thinking about last night? Why is he so important to me? I know I said I might be in love with him, but I didn't think it was true. I can't take the pain anymore. Maybe he just wants is to hurt me. That's probably his real goal." Pinetree mubbled sitting next to the lake. I can't stand seeing him like this. I snapped my fingers & appeared next to him with my head in my knees. "B-Bill?!" He said scared. "Don't worry Dipper I'm not here to hurt you. I came to apologize. I'm sorry I hurt you. I should have never done that & I understand why you don't trust me. Your right I am justas bad as Mike." I said as my hair & eye's turned blue. He stayed silent. I looked at him. He looked as if I was the scariest thing on earth. I stood up. "I'll just go." & with a snap of my fingers I was gone.

Dipper's pov

After Bill left I sat there starring at the water. He has never shown that much emotion around me before. I don't know what to do.