My Lifetime Diary

Day 3 in writing my lifetime story.

14 October 2016, Friday. 11:36p.m.

Dear Diary,

Right after I get into class, I suddenly saw my friend take out ICT (Information & Communication Technology) textbook. Then I realize that I have to face final examination next week, also I have an exam in ICT too but I don't know which part that will came out next week cause I have absent on Friday last week, so I decided to ask my friend about it.

When I ask about it, she doesn't take any serious about it. Could you imagine how I feel when I talk about something serious with my friend but she doesn't take any serious about it? I really swear that I almost yelled at her that time but since I have an experience about making people cry after I scold them, I decided to calm myself and play along with her instead and it went successfully.

I couldn't imagine about how horrible it feels if I can't control my temper that time. It could have been misrable in my whole life. I don't even have any appetite to eat in three days just because of that accident but ever since I know how it felt, I have learn how to control my temper.

It went well that time but someone else ruined my mood that time. It's my mortal enemy, Gill Mathew. A so called good hearted person in class, also a very strong belief in Gods but I better tell you the truth and that is he actually like the others or even worse than the others. In my record, he always look down on someone who have been defeated by him. He also always try to challenge me in playing a game called scrabble. I have defeated him twice and that surf him right but one day when he ask me on the wrong time to play scrabble with him, I have been defeated by him in just one time but ever since he was the winner in that time, he thought that I was the who was very selfish person. What!? Does he some kind of blind or something!? He was the one who always thought that he was wiser than the others. And some may say he always full of pride on Gods. I tell you what, that kind of rumor is a bullshit. It making me puke after I heard that. If someone think that he was the wise one, look closely into his heart. Then you will figure it out who is he really is. If you still consider him as a wise man then you the one who very stupid and blind.