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YN was a victim of the serious mental illness called Bulimia and Anorexia. Ever since she was in 6th grade she suffered body issues due to the bulling. Now 11 years later she still suffers from it. Except now she's a actress living the dream. She had just had breakfast with her boyfriend Kendall Schmidt from the popular Boyband Big Time Rush and was now in the bathroom puking her guts out. She had thought about the nasty tweets she had gotten from Rushers.
"Im laughing! look at how fat @YUN looks she's so ugly #sorrynotsorry"
"HaHAHA your so right! Look at her fat it's everywhere She doesn't deserve Kendall and it's the truth"
"@YUN fatass"
Eventually she finish puking and rinsed her mouth with water and started chewing on gum.
"Sorry I took long" she said to Kendall. He looked up at her from his phone with sad eyes eyeing her up and down.
"What's wrong?" YN asked. She suddenly got very insecure. What if he saw what the fans were saying and thought they were right.
"Nothing" He shook his head. "Let's go."
YN nodded and headed out the door. They both took their sunglasses out to not blind them from the paparazzi that were outside ready to attack them with flashing cameras and questions. They walked out and some questions hit YN hard.
"YN IS IT TRUE THAT YOU HAVE AN EATING DISORDER?"
"THERE ARE PICTURES OF YOU WERE YOU CAN SEE BASICALLY ALL YOUR BONES YN DO YOU HAVE AN EATING DISORDER?"
"WHAT KIND OF EATING DISORDER DO YOU HAVE? ANOREXIA OR BULIMIA? BOTH?"
She quickly started panicking. She kept looking at Kendall but he wouldn't even look at her. He just grabbed her hand and lead her to the car. There were pictures? But no she was fat. Even Rushers knew it. When they got to the car Kendall opened the car door for her and she quickly got in. He ran to the other side and quickly got in too.
"What kind of crazy questions were those right" she laughed but Kendall didn't. She tried to make make small talk but Kendall kept ignoring her.
When they got home he pulled into the driveway and didn't even bother to wait for her he just jumped out of the car and quickly walked inside the house.
"Ok what the hell is up with you! You ignored me the whole damn ride home!" She screamed at him throwing her purse and sunglasses down on the kitchen island.
"Is it true?" He said his vice sounding pitchy as if he was trying not to cry.
YN walked towards him taking his sunglasses off. The expression she saw on his face broke her heart.
"Is what true?" She asked him.
Kendall just looked around. Seeing how he was acting was scaring her. He was trying so hard not to sob.
"Kendall..is whats tru-"
"Is it true you have an eating disorder?" He looked at her straight in the eyes. She felt a pain in her chest she felt as if she couldn't breath. Her face had gone completely pale. Kendall gave her one last look before licking his lips once more before letting out a sob. He hugged her tight and sobbed sobbed along with YN who started sobbing saying sorry over and over again. He eventually stopped and pulled her away from him.
"Why?" He looked at her with a broken expression.
"Why?" He repeated.
"Cause Im fat Kendall!...I needed to lose weight and working out and eating healthy wouldn't work...So I started to skip meals...and throwing up."
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Kendall Schmidt One Shots
FanfictionI'll add more Kendall one shots if people actually start reading them. :)