Kendall Schmidt One Shots

Part 2 - The Journey to Recovery

It had been 3 months since the truth came out about YN's eating disorders. Today Kendall was going to go pick her up at the airport. He missed her by his side. Nobody was allowed to talk or visit her for a whole month. And when they did allow for people to visit she asked them to not let Kendall visit her. That she didn't want him to see her like this even if it was driving her crazy being away from him. He would only talked to her over the phone once a week and skyped with her one time you can imagine it's been 3 hard months for him. It wasn't this hard when he left for tour he actually skyped and talked to her everyday and was able to be with her. But finally he would be able to have her in his arms again today a new healthy her. YN on the other hand wasn't so excited to see him. Sure she wanted to be with the love of her life again she missed him like crazy but she was scared of how he would see her now that she gained weight. Yes she felt more confident in herself. She felt like a new person and for once she knew she was going to be happy and healthy and ok but she will always struggle with that distant voice in her head saying she's fat and that voice was making her nervous to see Kendall again...what if he thought she was to fat and left her? She was getting her stuff and she got more nervous and anxious as she got closer to the exit. There she saw him. The love of her life. Her everything Kendall standing there looking for her. He looked perfect as always...hopefully he thought that when he saw her. Kendall's eyes eventually landed on YN and a huge grin spread across his face. He felt butterflies in his stomach. She looks so beautiful. Sure she gained weight but that's didn't matter to him she still looked perfect to him. She glowed with health. Nothing made him more happy. He quickly ran to her and hugged her. She dropped her stuff on the ground and hugged him back. Kendall picked her up and spinned her around. Putting her down and giving her a passionate kiss that earned awes from the people around them. YN smiled in embarrassment and pulled away.

"I love you" Kendall said resting his forehead on hers.

"I love you too"

Kendall picked up her stuff and they walked out of the airport to his car.

When they got home Kendall and YN were putting YN stuff away.

"Kendall can I ask you something?" YN said after they finished settling YN in.

"Sure love what is it?" He said sitting on the bed.

"Do you really still love me? After you've seen me today and how much weight I've gained" YN asked playing with her shirt.

"Do you really still have those thoughts YN? the reason why you got out of the treatment was because you were fine with yourself and with your body. Th-"

"Kendall I feel confident with myself." YN said interrupting Kendall.

"I don't feel insecure anymore. I feel strong for once Kendall. I'm a new person. A new person I'm proud of but I'll always struggle with my mind. I'll always have that voice in my head saying I'm fat but I'll over come it Kendall but that voice is telling me if you even like me anymore...that you probably saw a picture of me while I was gone and you thought "ew she fat now" and went to hook up with a skinny model..." Tears starting to form in her eyes and Kendall quickly got up to hug her.

"I still love you so much. I don't care if you gained weight YN I still love you you're still perfect to me. When I saw you today I've never felt so happy before. I saw how the healthiness shined out on you I felt so proud of how you actually got through this. I'm so proud of you love" Kendall said giving her a kiss. Him himself was forming tears too.

"And for your information yes I did see a picture of you in treatment your mom sent it to me. Yes I noticed you gained weight in that picture but I didn't care I noticed how happy you looked and that's my lock screen because I love this healthy you love. And no I didn't think ew she's fat and went to hook up with a skinny model. I laid here and heard your favorite Ed Sheeran songs until I fell asleep"

YN smiled bright. Her healthy glow making Kendall fall even deeper in love. That moment they shared was very special for both of them.

"Cuddle?" YN asked with a smile.

Kendall smiled and picked you up lying down with her on the bed. He snuggled his head into YN neck giving her kisses on her neck too. He felt panic rush through him when he heard her crying.

"Love why are you crying? Don't cry" He pulled her closer to his chest kissing the top of her head.

"I can't believe I have you. I honestly don't know what I would do without you Kendall. I love you so much it hurts...But it hurts in a good way."

"You know I would do anything for you...I've never loved anything or anyone the way I love you" He kissed her one more time before he began to sing their song.

"I was made to keep your body warm

But I'm cold as the wind blows so hold me in your arms

My heart's against your chest, your lips pressed to my neck

I'm falling for your eyes, but they don't know me yet

And with this feeling I'll forget, I'm in love now"