The boy I hate

Chapter 3

As I got home I put on my pyjamas. Just a oversized shirt. I get in to my bed, waiting for Casper. Kind of. I have given him the keys so I shouldn't worry about him. As I think about my day I crie a little. Why did I crie when Jayson told me that? Is that the truth? Should I believe him? I know one thing. I should crie less and never trust him again.

I hear the door open and I hear Caspers voice. 'Why did you left?' 'I.. I just didn't feel well.' 'Well, I missed you.' I smile a little and I look to him in his perfect eyes. 'Emily?! You cried?!' I turn around. He makes himself ready for bed and comes in bed next to me. 'You want to talk about it?' 'No.' He puts his arms around me and I Pull myself some closer to him. We softly moves his hand over my arms and I fall asleep a couple of seconds later.

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I open my eyes and Caspers arms around me are gone, but he is still in the bed. 'Did Jayson have anything to do with you crying yesterday?' he asks me after he saw I was awake. 'What? Why?' 'Well he asks me if you are Ok.' 'Well tell him I'm fine and assholes shouldn't give a sh*t!' 'So he has something to do with you crying yesterday?' 'Cas.. I just don't want to talk about it.' 'And I'm Ok with that' he says as he puts away his phone and lays down on the bed with me. I look into his eyes and he looks into mine.  'Em.. everything is going to be fine, Ok?' 'Everything is already FINE.' 'no it isn't. I can see it in your eyes.' I look away. 'We can solve this together, you know that.' I look at him again.

'I don't know.'

He pulls a strand of hair out of my face. 'I don't like you to be sad. It's hard to see you like that.' I smile a little. 'It's progress, but....' he starts to tickling me and I start laughing. 'STOP! CASPER!' as he finally stops he lays above me. Now I realize how close we are. Our moment got ruined by my phone. 'A phone call from Jace?' 'Give me that' I say as I get my phone out of Caspers his hands. 'Wazzup Jace?' 'Oh hey Em. So you are with Cas now right?' 'Yes?' 'Would you guys like to come over at my place in a half hour?' I look at Casper. He nods 'yeah sure. Who's coming?' 'You, Cas, Me and Jayson.' 'Oh... well see yah' 'byee.' I throw my phone away. 'Let's get ready then.' I smile at Casper and get up from my bed. Well... our bed, kind of.

20 minutes later we're heading to Jace's. I'm kind of nervous about seeing Jayson again, but I dicided to just ignore him and pretend he isn't there. I know I can't, but I can still try? As we arrive Casper knocks on the door. Jayson opens it and looks directly to me. Oh lord. I walk past him and give Jace a hug. I know he don't likes those. That's why it's funny. 'Em! Stop doing that I'm not Bruce!' I laugh 'nice to see you too.' He grins

'It's 1 o'clock. What do you guys wanna do?' Casper says finally. 'Filmsunday?' Jace says as he starts up netflix. There are two couches. Casper sits down in the left one and I sit down right next to him. He puts his arm around me. Jace and Jayson sit down on the other couch after Jace got some snacks and gave us blankets. 'So shall we watch the force awakens?' (from the star wars series) 'ehh, but Emily is-' before Jayson can finish his sentence I say 'I've seen it four times now, but a fifth time shouldn't hurt.' Jace smiles and starts the film.

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As we have seen 4 films we start talking. 'Yeah I think Jennifer is good looking.' 'Totally, but what about Cemily?' Jace asks me. 'Cemily?' 'Yeah you and Casper?' Jayson is looking at the ground right now. 'Ehhh, we're just friends right?' I look at Casper. 'Yeah, just friends' he answers me. Jayson says something to Jace so soft I can't understand him. Jace nods

'Cas, let's get some more snacks from upstairs.' 'Ok' Casper says as he walks after Jace. I look at my feet. 'About yesterday...' Jayson starts. 'Do you finally believe me?' 'Please stop talking.' 'Emily.' 'You and a diary? You never told me that' I say pretty cranky. 'Cause I didn't wanted you to know!' 'I don't believe you' he sighs 'you just don't want to believe me because you just want to be mad about something!' 'That's NOT true!' Maybe it is true, I just cant after all those years. And the things he said to me. I guess I just want to blame someone for it. 'Oh boohoo go back to your daddy little slut!' 'Who you calling a slut?! You are one in man form!' 'Oh?! Are you jealous?!' 'Shut up!' Casper comes back into the room and lays his hand on my shoulder.

'Let's leave.' Casper looks at Jayson for a couple of seconds, and then he walks with me to the car. 'Bye!' I hear Jace calling. I wave at him and then enter the car. Why did he have to call me a slut? He knows I only had one boyfriend. In fourth grade. He probably didn't knew something better to say. Probably...

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Casper and I dicided to eat something in town, because there's nothing to eat at home. We are now sitting in a not that chick, kind of punk restuarant. It looked pretty nice so we sat down here. As we got our food Casper asks me 'so.. you wanna talk about what happened between you and Jayson?' I sigh 'sixth grade.' 'Is that all I'm going to get?' 'Jayson and I were best friends, Jayson told some secrets about me and I got bullied from sixth grade to middle school. And now he's saying he didn't do it.' 'Sixth grade? So long ago? Why can't you guys just forget it?' 'I got bullied till the beginning of high school because of him. And you say just forget about it?' 'True. But wait? You guys were best friends?! I can't even imagine that!' I look down.

'Can you please just not tell anybody?' 'Sure' he lays his hand on mine. I smile at him.

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We got back home. I open the door and see my dad kissing a strange women. 'Gross!' My dad looks up. 'What? Like that's not what you and your boyfriend are doing upstairs all day!' Casper looks kind of awkward at my dad 'we're not. We're JUST friends.' My dad looks at me and then at Casper. 'Well Elena this is my adorable daughter Emily and her "friend" Casper.' The women smiles at us. 'Well... We're upstairs!' I walk with Casper towards the stairs and I hear my dad calling 'do it safe!'

I close the room door. 'So, you've met my dad now.' 'Are you Ok with him moving on so fast?' He asks 'I'm used to it.' 'Oh.. you know... Em... If Jayson ever does something to you... I want to know.' I nod and smile a little. I feel tairs coming up. Oh come on I'm such an overdramatic b*tch. I don't want think about Jayson. He is just an asshole who always gets what he wants. Why does he even tries to be friends with me. I'm not that intresting for his kind. A tear falls down my cheek. I don't want to cry, I don't want to think right now. Casper pulls me in to a hug. 'Thank you.' As I said that he only pulls me closer. I love him. I'm just not sure in which way.