I thought he loved me

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Your P.O.V

I start packing my things as I talked to Mey-Rin about why all of us needed to go with the young master on a mission. "Well, I just don't see why he needs all of us to go? He has Sebastian and that should be enough." I asked/stated. "I-I don't know, he just wants us to come with him yes he does." Mey-Rin replied.

"Maybe he just wants to seem less suspicious." I dead-panned. "Love, you shouldn't get so mad about it. What could go wrong?" The soothing voice of my lover Finny said as he wrapped his arms around me. I didn't respond to his question, I just chuckled as I said. "Famous last words Finny, famous last words." I turned around in his arms to give a peck on the lips to the very slightly taller male.

"Well I'm done. What about you Mey-Rin?"

"Almost, why don't you two go check on Pluto before we leave?"

"Ok!" Finny and I yelled in unison as we ran out the door.

***Time-skip***

Once we were done with the demon mut we laid down in the middle of the meadow. I recalled the music I once heard Sebastian play for me and started humming it. Finny looked at me and smiled wide as I looked to him as well and smiled back. Bard came out the manor, "(Y/N)! Finny! It's time to go!" He yelled. "Coming!" Finny responded, he threw me over his shoulder as we made our way into the manor and to the carriage as he dropped me inside as he went to the front and sat with Bard and Mey-Rin.

I always got "special" treatment since that one time I saved the young lord AND Sebastian don't ask me how, because personally, I don't know myself. I sat next to Ciel and Sebastian sat on the other side of me. Not even five minutes later the young lord was asleep on my lap, I smile and pet his head my fingertips gently gliding through his hair. "(Y/N), I just want to let you know, I have a feeling something bad will happen to you and it will not go unseen by me, and it's something I can't stop. You will not be injured physically but emotionally, and when that happens I will be there by your side to comfort you. I promise." Sebastian said sincerely.

I looked to the butler a bit of fear showing in my eyes. After I broke out of my shy-shell and started talking more, Sebastian and I became surprisingly quite close, he and I are best friends as a matter of fact. I help him by serving/protecting the young master when he can't, I help him hide his cats so in return I can play with them anytime I want day or night. And when there is a thunder storm (which I am highly afraid of, and Finny is not in the mood for me sleeping with him, even though he usually accepts) I don't need to hesitate to go to Sebastian's room and spend the night there (however I'm not sure if Finny is aware of this).

"No need to worry dear, like I said, I promise I will be by your side when this happens so you don't have to be afraid." Sebastian reassured me giving me one of his rare genuine smiles. I smile back feeling comforted by the promise he made I lay my head onto the butler's shoulder as I drift off to sleep.

Sebastian's P.O.V

I look to the beautiful girl that lies on my shoulder. I smile genuinely once more as I take one of my gloves off and run my fingertips through her hair, the (H/C) locks wrapping and un-wrapping themselves around my fingers. I sigh, knowing this gorgeous creation, I will never be able to call my own. I look out the window to see we have arrived at our destination. I hear Finny jump down from the front as I move (Y/N)'s head to make it lean back against the seat just before the door bursts open and a beaming gardener yells, "(Y/N)! Wake up we're here!" Making the lovely being beside me jolt up breathing rapidly.

I know she loves him and all but he could have given her a heart attack.

(Y/N)'s P.O.V

I jolt awake as I hear Finny yell for me to wake up. I recover from my mini heart attack and smile at the adorable gardener. I get out of the carriage and Finny grabs my hand intertwining our fingers. A lovely woman walks out the house we are standing out of, I see out of the corner of my eye I can see Finny already going Ga-Ga over this woman, which is already starting to piss me off.

She leads us into the house and we learn her name is Angela and I hear my supposed "lover" mumbling to himself how beautiful she is.

***Time-Skip-later that night***

It was one of those nights where there was a thunder storm. I got up and walked to Finny's room knocking on the door I hear footsteps and Finny opens the door, he looks at me and his eyes widen slightly which got me a bit suspicious. "Oh love, not tonight, I need to get some sleep and you take a while to get to sleep, and the young master needs me to do something very important tomorrow." He tells me his voice raspy. "Oh, ok darling, sweet dreams I love you." I reply. As I say that his eyes fill with guilt and his smile drops slightly. "Yeah, good night." He responds and shuts the door.

I was about to walk away until I hear the voice of Angela in Finny's room and I stop dead in my tracks as I listen closely. "Thank you for not saying you love her back," I heard Angela say. "I know, I don't love her anymore, I love you and only you." My heart shattered at that statement. He just met her today! And then all of a sudden he says he doesn't love me anymore?!? We've been together for a year and a half! Tears stream down my face, and then just like he promised Sebastian appeared beside me just as the moans came from the room of my now ex-lover.

Sebastian wrapped his arms around me and brought me to his room. I just let him take me not feeling anything but sadness. He lays me down on his bed and pulls me to his chest I put my hands on his chest and I just started sobbing, he holds me tighter and kisses the top of my head. I looked up at him "Why are you doing this? Why did you keep your promise? Why do you care?" I asked "1. I love you. 2. I love you, and 3. I love you." He responded, and looked down at me.

"You love me? Why?"

"Yes, I do love you. And do I need a reason? I love you because you're you, you're kind, you're intelligent, and you're beautiful inside and out."

Sebastian gets closer to my face as we connect lips. "Do you love me back?" He asks as his eyes fill with fear of rejection. "Yes, Sebastian I do love you. I'm glad you are there for me."

That night I fell asleep in my new lover's arms and when I woke Sebastian was rubbing my cheek with his thumb. I look around and see we are in Sebastian's room back at the manor. "Kitten, you don't have to worry about that retched gardener anymore. He can stay with that worthless piece of life Angela."

"Thank you Sebastian, I love you."

"I love you too, Kitten."

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