Bad Situations [Jax Teller]

Chapter 9

Rylee had just dropped Sophia off at school, avoiding Jax as much as possible the past few days, she didn't want to talk to him and he knew it, he was keeping his distance without making her mad by staying at the clubhouse. She didn't even know if he had spoken with Haley yet and she didn't even care at that point, she had no idea how she was going to explain to people that her husband has a child with another woman, this whole situation was stressful to even think about, she didn't want to think about it but that's all that clouded her mind.

Jax was sitting at the bar nursing a beer from almost an hour ago, Haley was supposed to be meeting him there  to discuss what the results were of the test, the door opened and Haley walked in with a proud smile on her face.

"Hey, so you wanted to talk" Haley said slyly sitting in the bars beside Jax

"Yeah about the results, I know it's mine" Jax said

"So what are we going to do? I'm sure your wife isn't happy" Haley smiled

"Your right she isnt but we're not splitting like you think Haley. We're going to get though this Rylee and I have been together for to long for this small shit to break us" Jax said lighting a cigarette

"Well then what am I going to do? Take care of it alone?" Haley asked

"No I'm going to help you, I'll pay for your medical bills and I'll give you money once the kid is born. As for things for the baby we will figure that out when we know what it is I'm sure I have my son's things" Jax said flicking his cigarette on the full ashtray

"Oh so I get used things?" Haley asked offended

"Listen. I'm going to have to buy things for my house already, I'm offering to help you when I could technically bail on you completely" Jax said

"I thought you only had a daughter" Haley asked

"My son passed away a few years ago" Jax said

"So it would be an honor for me to have a boy?" Haley asked

"To be honest with you I hope it isn't" Jax said

"Your kidding me right?" Haley asked

"I've gotta get home to my wife she's expecting me to bring her to the doctor's. When you go to the doctor bring me the bill so I can pay it" Jax said standing up and walking away from her

Jax walked through the door of the house and could smell something delicious, he walked into the kitchen to see a massacre of food scattered all over the counter tops and the table, he saw Rylee standing at the stove stirring something

"Babe. What are you doing?" He asked knowing full well that when Rylee was stressed she cooked

"Just thinking that's all. I forgot to call you my appointment got re scheduled the doctor had a emergency and yeah" Rylee said turning around

"It's ok, but what's on your mind babe tell me" Jax asked sitting at the table grabbing a fresh chocolate chip cookie

"Everything Jackson. My life is literally crumbling. This whole situation has got my head all fucked up" Rylee said

"I know babe and I'm sorry. I don't know how to prove that" Jax said

"I know and there's nothing you can do about it, I'm just having a rough day, shit just hit me like a ton of bricks this morning and I'm just trying to deal with it" Rylee said taking the pot off the stove and adding some oats to it

"What do you want me to do babe? Whatever you want I can try and make it happen" Jax said

"What i want can't happen. I don't want a broken family Jax" Rylee cried

"I'm sorry babe. I really am I wish I could go back and change it all. I really fucked this up babe didn't i?" Jax asked Rylee turned around She could see the hurt in Jax's eyes the disappointment that he had upset her

"What's done is done Jax and I know there isn't anything either of us can do to change it. We just need to accept it and move on" Rylee said walking over to Jax, she knelt down to Jax's level

"I love you Jackson and I'm going to stand by you in all of this I promise, I didn't make those vows to you for me to bail on my family. I wanted to so bad but I can't, because you and I, have history no matter what it would always be us" Rylee said touching his cheek

"Team Teller" Jax whispered

"Yes babe, team Teller, I love you Jackson and we will get through this, we will make it work" Rylee said kissing him "now get the guys over here so all this food doesn't spoil, tell them it's a early dinner a few days early" Rylee said standing back up and running her hand threw his hair as he smiled knowing he is the luckiest guy in the world to have such a strong loving woman for a queen.

Rylee laid on the table at the doctor's office the past week had been stressful for her, Jax had been shot in the shoulder and had been pretty much immobile the past two days, and because of that Rylee insisted that he stayed home for the appointment, as the doctor squirted the warm gel on her stomach she was excited to her thier baby on the monitor, she looked at the screen as the doctor checked the baby. When suddenly he made a face

"Rylee have you been experiencing any cramping?" He asked looking at her

"A little yesterday and the day before but its been crazy in my house the past week" Rylee said biting her lip

"Rylee I'm really sorry to tell you this but there isn't a heartbeat" he said frowning tears formed in her eyes, when she had finally accepted the fact that she was pregnant and was happy that her and Jax were bringing another child into the world together it came crashing down

Rylee walked into the house, she set her keys down and walked down the hallway she opened the bedroom door to see Jax sitting up in bed watching TV, the moment he looked at her face he knew something was terribly wrong

"Babe? What's wrong? What happened?" Jax asked trying to get up

"I lost the baby, to much stress or something, I stopped listening after he said there was no heartbeat" Rylee said just standing there and cried

"Babe, I'm so sorry. I'm sorry that I cause this" Jax said as Rylee got in bed and allowed Jax to hold her as she cried

"I was finally happy Jax I wanted this baby so bad, I hoped that because of everything bad happening that this was the good to come out of it but it didn't, this is all my fault for overreacting about everything" Rylee cried

Jax squeezed her tighter not caring about the searing pain in his shoulder "babe it's not your fault I promise, maybe it just wasn't meant to happen right now, if you want we will try again" Jax offered

"Why was it mean to be that her baby gets to live and mine doesn't? Why Jackson. After everything I deserved to be happy and now I can't be happy. She gets to have your baby and i cant Jax" Rylee cried

"Listen you can be happy. We will try again I promise Ry, she's not happy because she doesnt get me. You get me and that's all that matters, dont worry about that stupid whore. You are my one and only, you gave me two children already Ry. I love you" Jax cried with her

"I wish that baby wasn't yours" Rylee said that was the first time she admitted that she hoped it wasn't his since they found out

"Trust and believe babe I do too" Jax cried, he didn't know how long they laid in bed before Rylee fell asleep crying, he wished that thier situation wasn't what it was.

A/N: This was a very touchy subject for me, losing a child isn't the easiest thing to do in life as I have lost two myself. It's heart wrenching and unbearable at times. If any of my readers have experienced this please know your not alone

Currently listening to let it go by James bay