His Cravings

What's happening

Tears For Him

So it's been a week and am out of the hospital and back at school and i haven't seen Chad since that night. Today is monday and everything hurts like really bad my back my hand my EVERYTHING ughhhhhhhhh. I end up going to school somehow but whatever my friends are there in the morning with balloons and gifts they couldn't see me in the hospital because of personal problems so they brought it to me at school so i was very happy I had to go straight to first period and couldn't even talk to my bffs because i got to school like 3 minutes before it started.

 First period i had CHAD i have him on my mind nonstop which is annoying because i can't forget about that kiss we had that night it was a spark we had but i know nothing is going to happen between us. Walking into first period was awkward we still sat together but we didn't look at each other or even talk to each other it was like we were strangers even the teachers noticed how weird we looked. The class was so quiet you could hear the crickets in the box that was across the room. 

First period ended and then the rest passed except for 5th period my free period i went to the cafeteria with my brother because he wanted to hang with me, my friends and his friends. My brother could tell something was going on between Me and Chad because he didn't call me names and neither did I, which when we usually hang out we are calling each other names Jason just stared at us and then he started talking to Zoe who i can obviously tell he likes her because he blushes when he sees her or talks to her and Zoe has liked him since middle school because she had told me in a sleep over we had one day we have had many but since that day she hasn't said a word about him. 

I tell Chad to meet me outside through text and i said i needed to go to the bathroom and i don't know what he said probably some fuckboy shit but we meet in a building almost nobody goes in i asked him what was going on (now the conversation starts) (chad) nothing i'm ok now can i go i need to go see somebody (Me) No you can't go nowhere i need to know what is going on what was that kiss about (chad) it was just in the moment ok i don't like you you're just another girl like the rest i have kissed ok i'm done with this it was just a kiss get over it (me) NO AM NOT JUST GOING TO GET OVER IT look chad that kiss was not nothing and i know you felt the spark now i need to know how you feel about me even if nothing happens between us i don't like you like that but i do know it wasn't just a kiss i'm not any girl you know i'm a girl you have known for many years and we were best friends in middle school why can't you understand you became a jerk for society you're not yourself any more. 

(chad) "pushes me out of the way with a crying face" (Me) "i go home and skip six period and get into my car and i cry like a kid for somebody who is just a jerk i drive home very carefully and when i get home i go to my room and cry about how much i have had to change to let society like me and to fit in but when i'm with him i feel like myself i don't have to change i don't have to be a girly girl i can be Me MYSELF AND I."

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