Ranas POV
I tried calling calling Hailey or my brothers but no one answered. I called Seth again and he finally answered. Seth-"Rana, where have you been!?" Rana- "I went on a trip with one of my friends, I'm 18 Seth, I'm free to do what I want" Seth-"But still, you scared me, when you coming home?" Rana- "Actually I was just asking for a ride home, I'm at (Rana tells Seth directions :) 😂), so can you come get me?" Seth- "Yeah I'll be over" *end of call".
I'm really gonna miss Justin, I can't tell Seth or Riley anything because they always tell me to toughen up or something like that. I don't know if I could keep a secret from my brothers though. Seth finally came by and picked me up. I don't know what to do now. I just want Justin.
*6 weeks later*
Ranas POV
Welm now me and Hailey aren't friends because while i was with Justin she tthought that i was ignoring her. I still miss Justin alot. I remember the long cuddles at night and how he talked to me. But Justin wasn't always nice. I remember when he used to bring me upstairs and always ship me if I didn't obey him. When he wanted to do it and I didn't I'd get whipped. But when he was done he would apologize. But I loved when he punished me. He didn't whip me hard. He would try to force me but he always stopped his self. I hated when he said sorry because I know he wasn't. I liked it when he cut my arms. He cut his name into my skin. He'd put tape around my mouth and he'd sit me down. He was a sphyco but he was mine. The more pain the better. I liked the pain. I liked the pleasure too ;). As he cut my arms he'd lick the knife. Justin's a sphyco but he loved me. He listened, he knew when I was hurting, he took the pain away actually. When my parents died, everything that I've been through I'd tell Justin and he'd take it away. It didn't hurt at all really. Instead of giving me the pain he took it away. Justin used to like to say that he's never hurt me. That was part true. Until i let him go. I just wanna see Justin again. But I don't know when, it's been 6 weeks already. I need Justin so bad. He's the only person who really listens to me. He loved me and I know it. I can't believe we left eachother for one of the most stupidest thing. Seth and Riley still don't know that Justin kidnapped me. Maybe I'm good at hiding it. I'm thinking about running away to see Justin. I need to see him. I miss him so much. He always asked why I love the pain, I never told him why tho. Maybe I'm just crazy. Should I just stay here with my brothers, or go live with Justin? I don't know I'll think about it.
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