A Spiral Of Lies

Chapter 1

Chapter 1

(Allie's P.O.V)

The more steps I took, the faster my heart began to beat. Everything around me seemed even more intense and magnified. I could no longer control the movement of my body, I felt like a puppet on strings.

The adrenaline I felt inside if me, was slowly fading away. I tried to cling on to every last wave of it but there was nothing.

My feet were hurting, my head was pounding and I felt so tired. Yet my body wanted more. My throat thrived for the burning sensation of alcohol, my body was desperate to grind against more people and my feet wanted to dance.

What was I even doing here? Where were my friends? Wait do I even have any?

Haha, of course I do what sort of loser am I?

A big loser.

Well at least I'm intelligent.

Intelligent in fucking boys yes but anything else, no.

Fuck off.

No you.

And now I'm talking to myself.

I can't even think straight anymore. You can't walk straight either my subconscious snickered.

The amount of alcohol I had consumed in the past however many hours, had pushed me over the limit. I did things that even my friends would never normally do. Things so unimaginable that I can't even remember much of them.

Oh god I really am wasted.

I tried to navigate my way around the sweaty bodies on the dance floor. I stumbled into nearly everyone but was too drunk to apologise. I squinted my eyes in search for some sort of stool. Once I had found one, I made my way over.

I hoisted myself up but didn't quite sit where I had planned. I toppled backwards and fell flat on my arse!

"Great I'm on the floor." I mumbled to myself, before attempting for the second time to get back up.

No success.

I fell straight back down again.

"For fuck sake!" I cried out in anger, taking my shoes off and throwing them at the stool.

Oh what a surprise I missed. Who gives a shit to be honest.

Your shoes will mind my subconscious adds.

"Oh shut the hell up would you." I groaned, smacking my head with the palm of my hand. The force only adding to my pain.

"Are you alright down there?" A husky voice asked, confusion laced through his voice. I looked up and gasped in shock. His eyes were so green. His pupils were large and around them was the purest shade green I had ever seen. They were a mix between so many shades that I couldn't decide what colour they even were.

So beautiful.

"Excuse me?" He questioned smirking.

Shit! I had just said that out loud. This is what happens when I'm drunk, I speak my mind. Not good.

"Umm, sorry who are you again?" I asked, changing the subject but my mind continued spinning faster and faster I couldn't keep up with it.

"I didn't actually say it but, for a pretty girl like you it's Harry." He winked.

Mmm Nutella on his body would be nice.

"I have have an uncle called Harry." I blurted out. He frowned clearly confused.