Tears were falling from my eyes when I saw Ed kissing another girl at the party. They were in a room and the door wasn't close. The lights were off but I can still see Ed's pale skin and his ginger hair in the dark. I didn't know what to do. All I did was stand there and I started crying. Ed's hand is on her neck, his thumb traced along her jawline and she did the same.
I stood there, froze. What do I do? Do I approach him slowly or scream at his face? Or do I just run away and pretend like I didn't see anything? My heart was beating so fast like it would jump out of my chest and it hurts. I sobbed there, standing like an idiot. Thinking about what I should do.
My hands were shaking and my nose was watery from all the crying. I didn't want to lose Ed. I didn't want our relationship to end but what he just did is unacceptable and it breaks my heart. How could he cheat on me?
I ran downstairs and headed my way to the front door but it wasn't easy. I had to push away sweaty bodies that was blocking my way to get there. They were drunk and they were dancing like maniacs.
When I reached the door I pushed it open with one hand while my other hand was wiping the tears away. I escaped myself from everyone.
The night was cold. Thank god I brought a jacket to the party. I quickly wear it and pulled the zipper up to warm my body. I didn't know where to go. I came to the party with Ed. He drove us here. I decided to walk home. It'll only take 20 minutes. I thought to myself.
I was still crying. My mind was blank and I felt pain in my head probably from too much crying. I walked alone in the cold night air for about 5 minutes and I heard a voice calling my name. The person was yelling from outside of the house. I didn't even turned around to look at who it was because I knew it was Ed.
I heard his footsteps coming towards me so I walked faster. I wiped my tears away using the back of my hand. I didn't want him to see me like this.
"Hey!"
Ed shouted. I walked even faster. I was wearing heels that night. Trying to look sexy for Ed. I didn't realize how fast I was walking because I suddenly tripped over something and fell to the ground. I was trying to balance my body before the fall but I fell on my knees and my body hit the cold wet pavements.
Both of my hands were touching the ground. I was still crying from the pain in my chest caused by Ed and my wounded knees. Ed ran fast towards me and tried to help me up.
"Don't touch me" I told him not even looking at his face. I pushed his hands away from my body.
"Baby.." He pleaded.
"No. Don't fucking touch me" I punched his chest when he bent down to help me. It wasn't hard but I just felt like hurting him.
He ignored me and still held me up, he placed my arm over his shoulders and walked me back inside the house. I really didn't want to touch or be touched by Ed that night. I was so angry at him all I wanted that moment was to scream at his face or stab his soft pink lips with a fork for kissing another hoe but he was so calm about it like nothing happened but I saw him touching that girl's neck. I wasn't that drunk! I know what I saw.
When we were inside Ed walked me in one of the room in the house and sat me down on a couch. He grabbed some tissues and went into the bathroom to wet them then walked back towards me and sat in front of me on the floor.
Before he moved his hands to touch me I slapped his face and looked away. I was breathing fast because I was pissed off. I wasn't sure if I slapped him hard enough but his face turned red. Well.. his skin always turned red even with just a little pinch.
"What the fuck is wrong with you?"
Ed threw the tissue on the couch and it kinda stick on the fabric of the couch beside me.
