She's mine, exclusively mine (COMPLETED)(Published Under PSICOM Pub.)

chapter 16

  "The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space." - Marilyn Monroe

REGAN'S P.O.V.

I felt so confused about her question. There was no doubt that I wanted her from the first time I saw her. I just kept on denying it. I wanted to punch myself. This was all my fault. I dragged her into my mess. I planned not to involve myself with her but as the time goes by, my desire for her was getting stronger that I couldn't control myself anymore. 

When we arrived here, I kept drinking alcohol just to forget about her. The fact that she was just so near to my room was driving me crazy. I kept reminding myself that I must not drag her with my troubles but I couldn't take it anymore. When I saw her embraced by that Gian, I wanted to kill him. But most of all, the fact that she went to a date with him made me throw all my cautions and doubt to the wind. All I knew was that I want her and nobody could take her away from me.

"Please, just answer my question. I don't want to engage in a relationship without love" I heard her said. I heaved a sigh.

"Yes! I love you Carina. This is my first time feeling this way towards a person. Do you love me too?" There was a hint of anxiousness on my voice, nervous of what her answer would be.

"I- I love you too. I know this was all so sudden but I want to gamble with my feelings for you" tears pooled down her eyes but she was smiling at the same time.

"Why the tears then? Aren't you happy?" I asked her with a gentle voice and she shook her head as a response.

"No. I am just so happy right now. I didn't expect us to be like this. You know, to be in love with each other" I chuckled and kissed her forehead. I too was very happy. I couldn't believe that this kind of happiness was possible.

"Me too kitten. Me too" I whispered to her and claimed her soft lips. She instantly responded and I deepened the kiss. My arousal went wild. Nobody made me feel this way but her. Only her. I palmed her breast through her shirt and she groaned with pleasure. 

I broke off our kiss and kissed her cheeks then slowly traveled down to her neck. She was gasping for air as I gently nip, sucked and kissed her there. Her fingers were raking through my hair. I was about to claim her lips again when her cellphone rang.

"Wait. My phone is ringing" She purred as she evaded my kiss and took out her phone from her bag. I saw who it was because his picture was appearing on the screen. I instantly felt irritated.

"Hello Gian...Sorry I forgot to call you. I can't come with you today.....Yes...No. It's not about work...Maybe next time....Yeah I hope so too....bye..." I heard her saying and I noticed her expression became a little bit sad and I couldn't stop the jealousy I felt.

CARINA'S P.O.V.

I felt like I was on cloud 9 when he said that he loved me. I couldn't believe it. When he kissed me, fire was ignited within me and I responded to him hungrily. He was making me feel strange feelings that I thought I would never feel. 

When he was about to claim my lips again, my phone rang. I came back to my senses. I searched for my phone inside my bag and answered it. It was GIan. I felt guilty all of a sudden. I totally forgot about him.

C-Hello Gian.

G-Hello Cari. I called you to ask if you can make it today. You know, go out and have fun with me.