but i love her

chapter 7

.....blake walked into the kichen and saw wat i had done my arm was bleeding really bad. He grabbed a towle and put it on the cut. I was crying so much i couldnt beleive i acrually done it. I....i was angry at myself but i was upset to.

Why'd i do it? Im so stupid. Wat will Ellie think? That was the three things running through my mind. Why... why did i do it.

I was snapped outta.my throuhts by Blake "fuck vic why wat am i gnna tell mum. Why did u do it" he said in a calm voice. I took a breath i was still crying but i had to tell him.

"I...it was j...justin" i whispered my voice shakey from crying. Blake wrapped a towle round my arm and got up. He werent happy at all he never liked Justin EVER. He knew he was trouble from the day he met him. I still rember it to this day

*memery*
"MUM DAD BLAKE im homee" (this was before my younger to siblings were born) i shouted. Balke came running down the stairs. He was happy becuase to he got to meet justin i dont no wht he was so happy about meeting him.

"Viccc" Blake said when he was in front of me "where is he thn"he asked. I went outside "babeeeeeee my brother wants to meet u" i told Justin whose was on his phone "hang on im talking babe" he said while talking to someone. Blake walked out and looked at Justin. As soon as he saw him his expression changed and i never understood why.

*end of memory*

Blake was carryed me to my room and layed me on my bed "wat am i gonna tell mum aye" blake said he waa scared u could hear by the way he spoke. "Just dont she doesnt have to no this happenes plz dont tell her" i pleaded to him i didnt want mum or dad for that matter knowing they would started to get more worried about me.

He understood why i didnt want our parents knowing. He kissed my head and left my room.

Once he left i got my phone i had 10 unseen messges all from ellie

Messges: Ellie: heyxx
Ellie: u ok xx
Ellie: ????
Ellie: vic
Ellie: hellloo
Ellie: oiiii
Ellie: want to go to my friends house later??
Ellie: at 4:30
Ellie: plz
Ellie: prettt plz

I texted her back.

Reply: ehhh yh sure has long has urll meet at mine before hand xxxx

I sent the messge will i was waiting for a reply i decided to post one of the pictures of me and ellie. I decided to post the one where shes kissing my cheek i wanted the captin to sound cute but not to cute

Captian: this girl came and wke me up

It werent really cute but hey. I started to get people comment on it

Unicornn_h_: goals
Hazz: lovly couple
Ellie_j_: thxs u to vic see u soon
Justin_backup_:  yuck losers
Hazz: justin f off
Hazz: at least vic can get a girl thats not a slutt

I stopped reading after that but im kinda happy harry aka hazz stuck up for us hes a good guy.

I got dressed quickly and put my hoodie on to hide my cut and a batman hat on because batmans awesome.
I just had to wait for ellie now